iTs a GreAt ChrisTmas!!!!


Lord I thank you for all your blessings to us. You indeed blesses us
financially...You are always there when we needed you...finally we can now start the business we are preparing for.

Trully I should never regret my decision to leave Maersk. Never in my stay with them have I received an amount of php 40k that we will receive in our CBA here at Globe. I myself cannot believe it - management and union have agreed to give all it's members php 40,000 signing bonus on
December 23, two days before Christmas besides the 13th month and the Christmas bonus they gave us...All the incentives and an increase of 15% of our salary will increase next year. Im really overwhelmed regarding this.

Indeed...Globe is making great things possible....

last few memories....

until now i have'nt recovered yet...i dont know, maybe this is the feeling of someone who lost a very important person in her life...yeah, she's a very important person in my life...ewan ko ba, nung drinadraft namin yung mga abay, naiyak na lang ako bigla. Kasi si Vhine ang maid of honor ko supposedly, pero di man lang niya nahintay ang kasal ko...so sad.

anyway, Ill post some of our conversation thru email so that lagi ko maalala ang mga kakikayan ng bestfriend ko...


Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("July 17, 2004 6:26 AM","timetag1");
Saturday, July 17, 2004 9:26:00 PM
Subject:
Ms.sexy
Message:
divine wrote:
Print ni lui yung msg. mo. : )Absent daw siya sa birthday nhy...hehehehe.Sa July 24 na daw trit nya, 5pm meeting time...basta hanapin mo sya... pag nakita ninyo ni bading may trit kau...hehehekaya kung ako sau harangin mo na si lui pagpasok sa monday... kung papasok daw siya...as usual KATABI KO SI LUI. : )Ingat ka bestfriend... wag ka na magpa-sexy ok na yan. mas mataba mas maganda. mas delicious sa paningin.. parang ulam... : )Ung pasalubong ko sa saturday na lang para sabay-sabay. kumakain ka ba ng bagoong at cocoa? : ) Love u and mis u. God bless. mwah :)




Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("July 31, 2004 4:34 AM","timetag1");
Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:34:00 PM
Subject:
Re: Loka!
Message:
divine wrote:
Hi Bestfrend!Tumataba ako ngayon, kain-tulog lang ako sa barko at...... puro kapapahan..... : )Ayoko na isipin yung mga kalokohan ni lui nasisira lnag beauty ko. Kung magloloko siya bahala na siya sa buhay niya. It's not my lost..... i realized that i should enjoy life and be happy... madami naman nagpapasaya sa kin and ur ONE of THEM.Ung pasalubong ko ba sayo binigay ng macho kong bf? yung suha next time na lang kasi di ako nakapamasyal sa Davao.Mag-iingat ka palagi.. Enjoy ur time with Jojo.Sana he's the right one for you.. Si Lui parang malabo. Sometimes i feel, he doesnt deserve me.Madami kasi sya tinatago at lihim.I really miss you and pipa. Hope to see you one day. Mwah mwah mwah.Love you and God bless.Divine

Melanie wrote:> hehehe, lam mo bang pumasok ako nung sunday and > guess kung sino ang una kong nakita...ang jowa > mo! hehehehe...kung minamalas nga naman...> > ok lang sige sa 24 daw ha! di ako nakaluwas nung > sat kasi asa min si jojo at saka masama > pakiramdam ko kaya ayun pahinga na lang....> > > kumusta naman daw yung jowa mong 30 na..hehehe, > joke lang lui a, vhine mabait yang si lui ever...> lam mo bang sikat na sikat yan dito..mr. it man!> dami nagkakacrush pero syempre gwardyado dito > yan, subukan niyang magloko at naku sisiraan ko > siya dito! guguluhin ko ang buhay niya sa maersk!> > ingat ka bestfriend, blessing na naging > kaofficemate ko si papa lui coz at least > nakakabalita ako about you unlike noon na > talagang once in a blue moon nalang tau magkita.> whenever i see him, i remember my ever pretty and > sexy bestfriend. > > > ok tama na to naiiyak na me..basta im always at > your side, tama ka man o mali...kahit mali ka > pagtatanggol kita ke macho man luitot. hehehe\\> > > god bless, misyu, loveyu...til we meet again! > > txt u tom. mwah!



Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("November 9, 2004 2:24 AM","timetag1");
Tuesday, November 09, 2004 6:24:00 PM
Subject:
Re: vhine - grabe mahal ka talaga ni louie!!!
Message:
divine wrote:
Bestfriend Mimi,Hi! Hows my ever sexy and charming bestfriend? Im here in Davao mall wala magawa sa barko. I decided to go here and open my mail. I missed those times na kapag sad ako anytime i need you and pipa, you're there magkikita na agad tayo. Remember, the night na naglayas ako : ) kayo ang kasama ko. hehehehehe. i really missed those times. Last night a passenger soldier threatened me. He first asked if im single and then asked about my virginity... how gross... gusto kong sampalin nagpigil lang ako. Tapos kinulit ako for my cel# for 5 minutes, nung hindi ko ibinigay tinakot na ako na sya daw ang bahala sa Surigao. tinakot na ko. Pinatawag ko agad ang security natakot talaga ako.... Madami nangyari kwento ko sayo pag uwi ko sa Manila. Regarding Lui, i am really thankful that God gave me a chance to make him part of my life. Pero hanggang dun na lang talaga yon..... dumadating pala ang time na all the magic and love will lasts. Kahit minahal mo ng sobra ang isang tao tapos nasaktan ka, nawala ang trust, kasunod na ang love. I just want to have my life to be peaceful and happy. Ngayon wala ng ex-gf na nanggugulo sa kin.... o mas ok na nagpapa- konsyensya at umiiyak. I am more happy now.Just tell him na masaya na ko and i pray that he will be happy and successful in his life... I have a boyfriend here papakilala ko sya sa inyo ni pipa siguro sa december. : ) i learn a lot from him. Kung paano humarap sa problema at kung paano maging matapang. Sa work namin kelangan kasi malayo kami sa family and close friends. I am planning to have my resignation probably January next year apply na ko for abroad. By then, 8 months na experience ko pwede ng ipanlaban sa labas. : )Bestfriend, thanks for everything. Marami ng nangyari sa buhay ko. Since high school tayo na magkasama.... In my ups and downs, my happiness and sadness, secrets, kalokohan, mga crushes. Im so thankful coz God gave me someone like you. madrama ba? heheheheYou take care lagi ha. I miss you. Regards kay pipa, jojo,odette pati na rin kay louie. : ) \Love you and Godbless! mwah mwah mwah/.

Melanie wrote:>
i received this email from him and i guess > magagalit siya pag pinakita ko to sayo...> i guess you should have at least an idea kung gano > ka niya kamahal! friend, you are so lucky to have > him. maybe before i said things that makes you > think "oo nga no? di naman ako ganun kaswerte ke > louie" - but now ive realized - he really loves you. I > hope you talk it over - i will pray that somehow, > you'll see the different side of the situation. I love > you my friend, im here if you need my two ears.> > love,> mimi> > here goes the email....> > > > its seems like months since i saw her and > talagang namimiss ko na siya... > pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the > wrong person..> kasi ayaw na nya sa akin.. but still the pain keeps > on hurting me and > kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para > dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na > ako....> > to give you a background about my life, everthing > seems to be fine > then dumating nga sa buhay ko yung > pinakamagandang babe na > yon.... hehehehe.... i thought hanggang friends > lang kami> kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes > by.....> > nakilala ko sya sa church. pare pa nga ang > tawagan namin nung una.... o db ang sweet? > di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na rin sya sa > akin.... kung > di nga lang ako mahiyain nun baka yayain ko na > sya iuwi nun sa bahay namin and baka> lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh gawin ko para > lang sa kanya..... pero > cyempre naman shy type nga talaga ako noh!!> > fiesta nun sa amin cyempre may party.... wala > cyang date, wla rin ako.... i know > that she knows i wanted to invite her to be my date > pero

farewell to you my bestfriend!!!

I lost my bestfriend last oct 20...that was my off. I was busy fixing our house because I was supposed to go in our house in montalban when one of my good friend, odette, texted me asking me not to go home today because of my bestfriend Divine. My heart thumped so fast because of the text so I called Odette up. She told me my bestfriend is gone...at first, i cannot believe my ears so I asked her once again if it's true and she said it is. The first words that came out of my mouth was " Odette, ang laki ng kasalanan natin kay Divine..", having in mind that she is asking me to visit her when she was still in the hospital. Actually I visited her thrice, but on her last request I wasnt able to do that. I never texted her after that because I just want to surprise her when I already had the chance to visit her maybe not in the hospital anymore but in their home where I could see that she's ok already. I hate to see her suffering from the sickness that she had.But now, I will never be able to surprise her...I would never be able to see her again. Not in another 50,60 years from now...I will definitely miss her. After I heard that, I immediately called up Jojo, I want to be with him. I want him to accompany me thru my despair and im happy that jojo is very supportive, in less than 30 mins he's already knocking at the door. Im not so sure if I would collapse after hearing that, being with jojo makes me feel a lot better.Then we proceed to the Paz Funeral Homes, at the entrance, I already saw her name in the list of dead people that would have their wake in that place. I cant believe it! Whenever I see her name, I can sense a feeling of being happy, being at home...but now its a terrifying scene...Louie fetched us at the gate of the funeral home, according to him Divine was still being embalmed as of the moment. So we went straight to the embalming section, and there I saw her cousin Michelle. We hug and cried together - it such a great grief. And there lying in the bed, I saw my
bestfriend - very stiff. I can't believe it up to this day...the person who gave such importance to our friendship..the one who gave me special mention on her salutatory speech, the person who made me her 18th candle, the person who made me feel part of her family, the person who introduced me as her bestfriend in her friends and family members...is gone, lying on that cold bed..lifeless....
i can still remember our last meeting, it was June 24. I received a text message from her while in the office asking me (actually, begging me...) if I could go to Odette's place for San Juan Fiesta.
Actually, it was indeed on my plan that I together with Jojo would go to Odette's place later that night, and her asking me to go and accompany her makes me certain about my decision to go.

I told her Ill gonna fetch her at 8 pm but it was so traffic so she finally gave up and told me to just go directly to Odette's place, anyway, her college friend Jen is already with her so they will go ahead. When I finally came to the vicinity, I texted her... I asked her if they could fetch me im already on the next street...but no one replied, so I went straight and found my barkada and jojo's kada as well. I was looking for her and I saw her hiding in one of my friends shoulder joking so she can surprise me that she is wearing a long wig. She was so pretty in that wig, its as if she never suffered from her recent chemotheraphy session. We laughed all night, she even took a picture of us in her phone and she also took some picture of herself in her phone, as if she was
mesmerized by her gorgeous look. My gay bestfriend Pipa also took a picture of us together and I saw that picture in her wake and I really cried...I never thought that would be the last portrait of us together. Divine had to leave early because her mom, tita linda would definitely get angry if she went home later than the designated time. so we accompanied her together with her college buddies outside the house and I hugged her tight, so tight that she the wig almost drop off her head. I never thought that it would be my last embrace to a very dear friend...and that was it. I will never ever see that lovely smile ever again as long as I live...

I could still remember the time we (me,jojo, pipa, louie (her ex) , and vhine0 went to Bulacan for an overnight swimming - we were
very happy sobra...we are even looking forward another time like this and we planned of being together again in our company outing in montemar. But unfortunately there has been some schedule problems so it was never facilitated. After that she worked as a stewardess at negros navigation...she even gave us foods from Davao as our pasalubong (thru her ex louie, my former officemate also). She was such a thoughtful girl...a very loving and a caring one. At the last day of the wake...we were given the chance to have a speech and a testimonial on how Vhine made an impact in our lives...when it was already my turn, as the bestfriend, I was the second on the line after her mom... I talked about our competition when we were still in highschool, I discussed about how my greatest competitor became my bestfriend...I have a thousand of things to say at that time but I dont know why I only said a few. Maybe because I was nervous, shocked, and most of all...lonely.

Because of her lost, I suddenly realized the importance of time...the importance of family...the importance of close relationship with God. Ive learned that we can never tell when is the moment that God would fetch us to be with Him. Learn to seize the day, always look at the bright side of life...life is too short to worry about small things...


to all my friends- pipa, odette, ruth, malen, syana, mean, shai, jag, pam, pinky, tope, dhang,cel,maricris,mama wendy,mhay, aileen, jen, hannah,kat, atey and many more...
i love you. I will try my best to be a good friend to all of you...


and to my bestfried Divine, who is now my angel....I love you. I hope I have uttered those words personally to you but i know in the email we sent to each other, i know you know that whenever I say I love you at the end of the message ..its from the heart.


as what the song says..."farewell to you my friend..well see each other again...",i know we'll see each other again...maybe not in this lifetime...but in eternity....

kaya ko to!!!!

How would I rate my life right now? medyo ok, medyo hindi. there were times i am very certain of the things I want and then in just one blink of an eye...iba na naman. I want to have a drive, to have consistency...I just hope i could be able to continue with the plan I have in my mind today...Lord, I know this is a tough thing to do, a near impossible plan, but I believe I can make it. It is only me that is responsible for my own success and downfall, I really hope this would
push through...

Ang Dami kong project!!!!

last friday is my off and i have nothing to do at the apartment so I texted one of old buddy Syana wayback college and I asked her if she wants to go to Divisoria and go naman ang lola mo although medyo bumabagyo bagyo na..ewan ko ba, I just dont like the feeling of being alone in our house. It makes me feel that Im wasting my off without doing something or going somewhere. Then we met at gateway mrt station. I intend to buy an art project, something that will make me busy and some ornaments for our humble home. I want to reverse my attention out of my work and focus on my art project instead. I intend to resign definitely by april next year after I received my cba bonus and midyear together with my educational allowance, besides I already have my vacation leave, sick leave, leave with the family and additional day offs at that time..mabilis na lang yun...We first went to tutuban mall, grabe nakabili agad ako ng pucca pillow for the office, then we proceed to the tiangge sa baba wherein nakabili ako ng cross stitch project (winnie the pooh) - it costs me almost php 200 for that..and then we strolled because syana wants to buy shoes for her cousins. then we bought cd's at the tiangge also, syana bought an mymp cd and i bought 3, one is from janno gibbs (my favorite singer); michael buble (because of the song "home") and one from the corrs (summer sunshine). Afterwards, sobrang lakas na ng ulan, kaso desidido kami na maghanap ng beads, so punta kami sa tabora market (kahit saksakan ng lakas ng ulan) and at last we saw a certain store na ang specialty yata is selling all kinds of beads, i was really overwhelmed. andaming beads and accessories...medyo nagcram ako kasi andaming pagpipilian. we stayed at the store at about 1.5 hrs kasi sobrang di kami makapili, pati si syana na walang kabalak balak mag beads naengganyo...hahahaha! I spent almost seven hundred and syana six hundred for all those kakikayan.It's such a wonderful experience, afterwards jojo waited for me at gateway mrt station and we ate out dinner together. Im so excited and one proof is that I already made two pcs of bracelet in just one hour. It's really fun doing beaded bracelet. Thank you Lord for this wonderful day!

Hayyy...It must be a great day!!!!

Grabe pang-umaga me today, at last me nahanap akong mabait na makakaswap this day (after the long search yesterday...thank God!) its just because it's Jojo's restday today, supposedly its every thursday but I don't know what happened why naresched, anyway, I intend to make this day an enjoyable one for both of us because after 2 weeks na di kami nagbonding (or nag-date..hehe) ngayon lang ulit kami gigimik together, we plan to call our barkada wayback (odette and the rest of the guys) to go bar hopping tonigt. I am really so excited, I really exhausted all my efforts just to have this 7:30 - 4:30 pm sched so I wont mess it up. I really miss Jojo's company, although araw araw ko siyang kasama, syempre iba pa rin yung feeling na kadate mo yung bf mo. I dont know, nababaliw na ata ako.hehehe. Grabe right now im in the office and its already 8:08 am still no calls? I only received 5 calls (very short conversation lang), parang pumasok lang ako para mag-internet. I think this would be a great day, futhermore, marunong na akong mag piano. I intend to enroll in a piano lesson sa me robinsons yamaha pero bahala na, if I have time next week, i think this would push through. Jojo will come here at 11 am para sabay kami maglunch sa robinsons and then uwi muna sya sa kanila by 12nn and by 4:30 pm sundo niya ulit me and lyamerda na kami. hahaha, wala lang, sobrang saya ko lang ngayon. I feel better now than yesterday, whenever I think of the good things Maersk had given me...naiiyak ako. pero life has to go on, mas maraming opportunities ang nag-aabang sa akin im sure, God opened this door for me at Globe, He will definitely help me through all of this...I cant wait till its 11 am and 4:30 pm. will tell you the whole story tomorrow.ciao!

UNCERTAIN...

i am still uncertain of the things that is coming on my way...i wanna give up, really wanna give up this job...kaya lang, it pays all the bills, the prestige is there...some people envy me coz im working in a top corporation, but what should i do? im not happy anymore, I hope a door would open for me one of this days...

a NeW HoPe....

You are always there for me Lord when I feel I am about to give up...you always give me new
beginnings and new hope...I should never ever doubt your love and protection. I believe that you have your own way, all I need to do is to TRUST. =)

AN OFFER...


ate called me up while i was at SM Cubao. she said she knows an agent in Singapore who is looking for Customer Service Representatives from Manila who wants to work in Singapore
and who is now currently employed with either Globe or Smart with the same position -
she is asking if I am interested and without a wink of an eye I shouted "of course Ate!"
I am so happy because she is so supportive of my application. She wants me to secure a
passport at the soonest possible time and she said that she will forward my resume to her friend.
Honestly, I am half hearted. I know I want to leave and earn big bucks for myself and my family but I am uncertain of the things that will happen when I am already in that position. I am not sure if I can overcome the loneliness that envelopes many of the overseas filipino workers abroad - but I will still try, there's no harm in trying naman. If God will allow - I know this will
push through. God's will be done! amen

what an adventure

What a life!!!!!!

I am not sure where this life would lead me - but I trust God so much. I know this suffering will soon come to past.Is God testing my faith or is teaching me
how to humble down. I know that God knows what's the desire of my heart but I also know he has his reasons kung bakit ko ito napag-dadaanan ngayon. I am enveloped with a lot of regrets but I know God knows better that I am. I know in time - he would give me my hearts' desire.

Pero there's also a reason to rejoice, i cant believe that I earned P20,600 in just
one cutoff. hehehe, of course kasama na yung midyear ko and sweldo ko pala for 15 days.overwhelming talaga siya, first time ko makakuha ng ganun kalaki for 15days lang. and next week sweldo na naman, parang nakakaexcite lang na nakakapanibago kasi before talagang nagkukulang ako sa finances pero ngayon sobra, di ako makapaniwala. maybe God is letting me experience all this para malaman ko kung ano talaga ang kahalagahan ng work ko dito, I could never have this large amount kung stay ako sa maersk. Pakunswelo ko na lang talaga to sa sarili ko as in.

Yesterday, dumalaw kami kina mama and papa ni jojo, they welcomed me very
much. I am very thankful dahil gusto nila ako for jojo. Nagdala kami ng pancit and puto for them kasi sweldo din ni jojo. One thing more, yung papa ni jojo offered na ifoforward niya yung resume ko sa sgs-im so happy and assured me also na ipasa ko lang ang civil service - ipapasok niya daw ako sa customs or finance, Lord, honestly-I am so happy. Talagang very supportive siya sa akin and he makes me feel he is lucky to have me as manugang. Also yung mga kapatid ni jojo, talagang feeling ko gustong gusto nila ako for their Kuya. Thank you Lord.


Lord, Im very thankful din sa nangyayari sa asawa ko, everynight nag-uuwi siya ng 400 on the average because of the tip. Salamat po sa lahat ng favors mo sa aming dalawa. I now understand yung mga connections sa nangyayari sa life ko. Maybe you allow this things to happen for me to aim for a higher goal. I want to
give my parents the life that they deserve and i am starting. Yesterday, binilhan ko si mama ng celfone and I also gave her her allowance for the week and binigyan ko rin si kuya elmer. ang sarap pala ng feeling na nakaktulong ka sa family mo. Thank you for all this financial blessings, you have been so helpful in every areas of our lives.

thank you rin po for the internet access sa office. It makes me wanna go to the office with a lot of anticipation for the friendster and yahoo messages. I also got
one commendation - hahaha, nakakatuwa yung subs. gonna tell the whole story tomorrow again. see you ...yahoooo!!!!

ANG SAYA SAYA


hehehe, ang saya namin today!kahit na kagabi sobrang puyat ako kasi nagreview ako sa loooong exam namin today, In God's grace...grabe kahit papano me nasagot, hehehe. Most of the time nag-iinternet lang kami. One thing more, me sweldo na! Lord thank you for all these blessings! Punta daw sina shai samin, grabe there were five of them(Pam, shai, Pinky, Jhay and Jag) Im wondering kung pano ko sila pagkakasyahin sa bahay ... sobra!Bahala na!

The whole afternoon naglalaro na lang kami at nag-iinternet. Salamat po sa lahat ng mga blessings mo. This would definitely be a great weekend, wala kaming pasok tomorrow and sat and sunday, besides - may sweldo na kami! salamat po.

mamaya punta sila shai sa bahay, naku! bahala na po kayo. I wonder what will be my birthday present for myself...perhaps a new shoes. lets see! Thanks for a wonderful weekend! amen!

ONE MORE THING!!!

Nakalimutan ko yung nangyari kahapon! hahaha, we starting giving out our email adds for the friendster! hahaha, I forgot na makikita pala yung date of birth mo sa friendster,bwahahaha! sobra! lahat sila binati ako. hehehe, nahiya tuloy ako...hehehehe...

anyways, we went to robonsons pioneer and nagstroll lang after lunch, nagbaon kasi kami e..then we bought donuts, treat ko. Sabi nila me sweldo na daw sa Thursday...sana nga! my officemates at Maersk will come sa bahay namin sa Cubao. Sana magkasya kami...hehehehe.I also got my final pay at Maersk but I dont have time to encash it...I just gave authorization letter. sana mahonor.

Me exam kami tomorrow!!! Help us Lord, ang sweet pala ni jojo yesterday, pinagluto niya ako as in. Im so happy and eager to go home knowing someone is waiting for me.
25 nako, no need for the parent's concent...you know what i mean.

THANK YOU LORD FOR MY 25TH YEAR!!!



Lord, thank you for always being with me through my ups and downs! Pagpasok ko, nobody knew that it is my birthday! I intend not to tell them kasi mangangantyaw na naman sa oks manoks! hehehe (oks manoks is the resto owned by one of my batchmates). By the way I have a lot of entrepreneur batchmates, one is Grace, my schoolmate at CCP, she owns one grill queen! bongga! next is mhay, my best buddy in the batch, she has a wine and liquor store, sosyal! One is Chino, he is also an engineer from lasalle - owns Oks Manoks along Pioneer as well, and last but not the least is Arryzza - she's so pretty grabe! She is the daughter of the owner of Villa Escudero! grabe, she is also a model of Banco de Oro, coffeemate among others. Her son is the model of tiki-tiki! she's so pretty, im so happy when she greeted me in friendster, grabe naiistar struck ako sa kanya sobra! She used to be linked with Onemig Bondoc! phew! Minsan naiisip ko na i dont fit in, grabe sobrang yaman ata nila - but when I think about it, tao rin yan. They never treated us inferior! Instead, nagbabalak kaming magbakasyon sa Villa Escudero after our graduation. Its such a wonderful experience!

Anyways, me loooong exam kami tom, grabe pati ba naman ang mission/vission ng globe at mga board of directors? phew! Dibale, till March 5 na lang naman to, on March 7 - we'll gonna have our own desk already! Lord, help us, always guide us, amen!

Kaya Ko To!!!!


Lord help me this day and all the days of my life...without you wala akong magagawa sa buhay ko. Please help me to be at peace with everyone.Ayoko po ng kaaway or ng di
makasundo. Lord, help me to have my confidence in you alone, me exam na naman kami mayang hapon. Long quiz! Lord help me na maka perfect sa exam namin, tulungan mo po akong maplease ka sa lahat ng bagay. I love you Lord,blog ulit me later...the trainor will discuss about G-cash. btw, naiwan ko pala salamin ko. asked jojo to deliver it to me sa office. thank you for loving us. I love you!

This is the moment...


Remember when I said i am so worried because Globe is'nt calling me yet? Well it did, around 10:30 am,Jan 27, thursday.... my celfone rang! Hr called me up and is asking me to go tomorrow at GT Plaza, 2 pm for the signing of the contract and all other documents! I was really overwhelmed! At last, I would now work on the prestigious Globe Telecom... a dream come true!


We are now on our third week training, grabe! Para akong lumusot sa dulo ng karayom. We 5 exams, 1 long policy exam, and 1 revalida! phew, all in those 15 days of our stay here! grabe talaga! I did my best and i was again overwhelmed because when our trainor told us about our overall standing - I am leading! out of all our batchmates, I got 99.59%..grabe! I cant believe it, sobra!



I also had so many things to be thankful for - and it really pays to trust God wholeheartedly.

this will be the start of my beautiful life in Globe - by faith, I believe!


amen!

IM SORRY I HAVE BEEN FAITHLESS

weeks before this, I know that I have been faithless. I always doubt God's plan for my life. I thought God had left me in a no-win situation. Yesterday, I went to Globe with Jojo and hr told me that my first day of employment will fall sometime February. I was overwhelmed because before I am uncertain of my date of employment but now my mind is clear. I used to cry everytime I am talking heart to heart with Jojo because I am bored, I am lonely not because I dont have something to do - but because I am uncertain of my starting date. questions like -
"what if they overlooked my papers since I was hired last October pa?", "what if the schedule that will be given to me would be on March pa?". Crazy things like that makes me so sad - but all through this hardships, my husband never left me. Instead he gave me words of encouragement and he assures me that God will never allow me to resign if it is not for my own good. God indeed knows the best for me so I have no regrets.


I went to Maersk also after we ate at Megamall and got the chance to be reunited with my best pals. they were so excited to see me and they are planning to go to our place in cubao. I really miss Shai, Pinky, Pam, Jag and Wilky. I hope our friendship will stay the same. furthermore,. Lui my bestfriend's ex, saw me at megamall. He told me that I should have been promoted to be a team leader if I did'nt reisgn. Honestly, I felt a little regret and i asked Jojo to convince me that I have done the right thing and he said just the right words to make me feel at ease. Thanks for all this opportunities, right now i am at meralco and blogging at mh Kuya's desk. I am taking up Enhancing communications skills to prepare for my upcoming job. so far, so good. I must go back to class now. it's almost 12:30. thank you Lord, to you be the Glory forever. amen.

Bye ByE na....

This is my last day in the office...nakakalungkot pero i must move on..hay!
ngayon pa lang namimiss ko na sila..hay naku! Lord i hope na di mabago ang
friendship namin.sobrang nakakalungkot.nagmemo sakin ang mga friends ko, and
parang dream lang to. na tomorrow iba na ang buhay ko. dina ang usual routine na gigising ng 6:30 and papasok ng 8 am. Para ngang di kami nagtatrabaho dahil sobrang saya namin magkakasama nina shai, pam, jag, tope, wilky, pinky at dhang. we were like a real family...hay, naiiyak na ako but i must move on, thank you for letting me know them and for letting me experience all the experiences
i had in here.

I wonder what will my day gonna look like tomorrow...hmmm....

A FarEweLL....

i would definitely miss my friends here at maersk. weve been through a lot as in a lot! all the gimmicks and the chitchat in the office (even its not yet break)..all the kalokohans and the usual okrayan..all the usual morning routines we have! sabi nga nila "mi, wala nito sa globe!"...yeah, i know they are one of a kind and i will never again see such a happy group in other companies but here at maersk.
But i must move on, i know it would be tough but ive decided that i need to be
strong for my family. Ive already talked this over with jojo and I believe that God led the way for me so that ill be able to be in my present situation right now.
I may say I am happy and contented with the way things are flowing in my life...
when God closes a door he opens a hundreds of windows for you..


I forgot to say that after christmas (Dec 30th)..my two bestfriends Malen and Ruth went to our place. Jojo cooked chicken afritada for them. I am happy that they like Jojo for me. I remember when we were still in college, i would introduced to them my boyfriends and if one disagree...i would drop him off. hahaha, it makes me smile whenever I remember those times that we had during college days. I miss those...a lot! I pray God that nothings gonna change with my friendship with my two bestfriends for I intend to keep them in my life forever.


Lord, if it is your will ...pls grant my petitions this year...

1) to be married by September to Jojo at church
2) to trim down this extra 20 lbs that i have! asap!
3) to have a good job and a good working relationship with my co-employee at Globe.
4) to buy a refrigirator and a computer on february this year
5) to be able to have a canteen at the heart of ortigas center
6) business will boom this 2005!
...and many others that my heart longs for. Thank you for a beautiful 2004 and im looking forward for 2005 full of happy memories. amen