Wednesday, October 24, 2007

IM STILL NOT OVER YOU...




I love this song! Naaalala ko tuloy siya...hay....(hehehe)

Monday, October 22, 2007

Savor the Coffee

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, were talking at a reunion and decided to go visit their old university professor,now retired. During their visit, conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in their work and lives.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and
returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups- porcelain,plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite,telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the alumni had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said:
"Notice that all of the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up,leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases
it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink.

What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you
consciously went for the best cups…and then you began eyeing each other's cups.

Now consider this: Life is the coffee; your job, money, and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life.
The type of cup one has does not define, nor change the quality of life of a person lives. Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us."

God makes the coffee, man chooses the cups. The happiest people
don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything.

Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly.

Enjoy your coffee!

Saturday, October 20, 2007

another year without my bestfriend




Its Divines 2nd death anniversary... grabe, its been two years since i saw her face. Its been hard living without someone that never fails to give you encouragements when you're down, laugh with you even with your corniest jokes and makes you feel special in any way. I really miss her but I know wherever she is...she is so happy kasi kasama nya na si God. Wala lang, i dont know kung me plans for tomorrow, maybe a mass or a small feast to celebrate her life...i dont have the numbers na kasi ng sister nya and her mom. Kahit na diman ako makasama...i know she knew na ive been praying for her and her family always. And to my bestfriend, who i always call my angel, magkikita rin tayo jan someday! I love you!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

AH MISS YAH ALL!


LET ME SAY MY PIECE SA MGA TAONG NAKAKAMISS NA SA AKIN...

..ang mga calls na hindi nasasagot at mga text na di narereplyan, marahil akoy busy, kundi man makacallback o makareply...siguro'y alang load o redirected na naman ang linya ko

...ang mga gimik na di napuntahan, marahil walang panggimik o kaya nama'y may mga nangyaring di maiiwasan kaya kita naiinjan...

...ang mga email na di narereplyan marahil ay walang pang rent ng pc o kaya'y naputol ang dsl connection sa bahay o kaya namay me firewall na naman sa office(ano ba yan!)

...pero alam ko di yun sapat na dahilan para dika magtampo..alam ko yun kaibigan...di kita iniiwasan...akoy inabot lang ng kamalasan...marahil sa aking kagagawan...yung iba me katotohanan , yung iba naman alibi lamang...

...akala ko okey lang magtago sa karamihan, akala ko okey lang na di muna magparamdam...kaso sobra, miss ko na kayo, diko napigilan...

..pero akoy andito na wala nang pakialam kung meron parin sating tampuhan - hiling ko lang akoy iyong pagbigyan...

- FRIENDS PA RIN HA, sorry na...wala nang taguan... promise!


HAY, NAMISS KO TALAGA ANG SHOWBIZ!





Friday, October 05, 2007

THE STONE CUTTER


There was once a stone cutter who was dissatisfied with himself and with his position in life.

One day he passed a wealthy merchant's house. Through the open gateway, he saw many fine possessions and important visitors. "How powerful that merchant must be!" thought the stone cutter. He became very envious and wished that he could be like the merchant.

To his great surprise, he suddenly became the merchant, enjoying more luxuries and power than he had ever imagined, but envied and detested by those less wealthy than himself. Soon a high official passed by, carried in a sedan chair, accompanied by attendants and escorted by soldiers beating gongs. Everyone, no matter how wealthy, had to bow low before the procession. "How powerful that official is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a high official!"

Then he became the high official, carried everywhere in his embroidered sedan chair, feared and hated by the people all around. It was a hot summer day, so the official felt very uncomfortable in the sticky sedan chair. He looked up at the sun. It shone proudly in the sky, unaffected by his presence. "How powerful the sun is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the sun!"

Then he became the sun, shining fiercely down on everyone, scorching the fields, cursed by the farmers and laborers. But a huge black cloud moved between him and the earth, so that his light could no longer shine on everything below. "How powerful that storm cloud is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a cloud!"

Then he became the cloud, flooding the fields and villages, shouted at by everyone. But soon he found that he was being pushed away by some great force, and realized that it was the wind. "How powerful it is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be the wind!"

Then he became the wind, blowing tiles off the roofs of houses, uprooting trees, feared and hated by all below him. But after a while, he ran up against something that would not move, no matter how forcefully he blew against it - a huge, towering rock. "How powerful that rock is!" he thought. "I wish that I could be a rock!"

Then he became the rock, more powerful than anything else on earth. But as he stood there, he heard the sound of a hammer pounding a chisel into the hard surface, and felt himself being changed. "What could be more powerful than I, the rock?" he thought.

He looked down and saw far below him the figure of a stone cutter.

-repost from inspirationalarchive.com


"when u look at someone else,s life, thinking that its better than your own..just remember what GOD's given u was designed for u alone.."





Thursday, October 04, 2007

INGGIT AKO...






















I just recently received a text from my eldest brother Kuya Edwin that goes something like "MIMI and Ems...Praise God! Lalake ang magiging baby ko! God has been so good to me!" - i know that kuya is so excited about it. She had 2 daughters from his previous marriage and I know that he is fervently praying that this time it would be a boy - and his prayer had been answered! And syempre sa mga panahong ganito na super saya ni kuya , sinamantala na namin and we demanded for a celebration kaya eto...nawala sya sa sarili at nagset agad ng dinner kinabukasan...hihihi

I am so happy for my kuya, i know na he had so many trials in the past and there came a point na talagang mafefeel mo sa kanya na he is at the end of his rope na, pero as what the saying says na "when youre at the end of the tunnel, either 2 things will happen...its either God will supply a stone for you to walk on or He will teach you how to fly" (something to that effect na lang hehe).


The date was set at around 6pm sa Chicken Inasal at the Araneta Area sa tapat ng Gateway. Dami ko na naman nakain sobra! (huhuhu) and while eating nagkwento kwento and i can feel in the voice of Kuya na he feels contented na and he is at peace na kahit papano. This is the first time i saw his glowing face again after a long long time...and syempre napag usapan na naman ang "complicated relationship" namin ni jojo...well come to think of it - gusto ko na ring magkafamily. I mean a complete family na me mommy, daddy at baby - kaso
natatakot akong manganak! (ano beh! ) seriously i dont know, siguro because of the negative things na ive been hearing from a lot of people na its painful. I dont have a high tolerance for pain and pag naiisip ko pa lang sumasakit na ang balakang ko! (meron ba? hihihi) Ewan, pero sana sooner or later that day will come wherein God will give me a chance to bring life to this world and I hope it would be because of the love i shared with Jojo (wow! ako ba to?!)

Anyways, i am fervently praying that our new angel will be healthy and I hope that he will grow up a good and successful man...Im so excited to see him. 3 months to go pa!


Hopefully ang susnod na uuha sa family , samin
na galing!
wow! feeler! haha...


Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Im Sick

Di ako pumasok tonight...i feel terribly cold and it seems like the pouring rain gives me a realization that I need to take a break. Grabe its been raining really hard this past few days, nakakatamad tuloy pumasok especially im at 8pm shift. Haaaay...

Well wat else can i do but to have a bonding moment with my pc again who never fail to entertain me whenever Im bored and not feeling well. BTW, learned a new cool site from JC. Dito pala sya nag uupload ng mp3 songs...well im a newbie kasi sa internet world kaya small things such as a cool website or a new program amazes me so much. The site is esnips.com where you could download music, video clips etc. It also gives you an option to create a widget - seems like a small icon where you could use to link to your favorite eSnips files and folders from your blog or website. Cool diba. Im still checking on how to go about it pero tyatyagain ko sya magdamag since di na ako inaantok dahil i just woke up from a 7 hour sleep. If I only knew tutuloy din sa lagnat ang nararamdaman ko kanina...inenjoy ko nalang ang araw ko at di nagbabad sa kama. hay!

Anyways, just had a quick meeting kanina pala before we go home and its because of the poor performance of the team last month. Our stats dropped off talaga and we cant afford to have another failure this month. Each of us gave our commitment plans and sa team ko nagcommit ako na for every POSE 10 ng bawat isa...1 donut equivalent na bibigay ko. Ewan ko lang kung magiging motivation yun for them to aim for more pose 10s (hindi ata, hehehe) and nakakatawa is yung nangyari last week na napaka ironic talaga coz nung inannounce na were the bottom 3 team from Home Networking - tsaka naman sinabi na our team won $1000 because were the most improved team last June...hahaha! At least kahit papano di masyado ang dagok kasi mag bobonding na naman kami sa seafood islands or werever. I know we could do it! Medyo "alat" lang talaga siguro nung September pero for October - ang MIMI AND THE TEENY BOPPERS alam ko - ang magwawagi! gogogo!

Well thats all for now...and im happy to say din pala na yung nasakyan kong GLINER kanina is super OK. Malamig and walang masyadong pasahero kaya masaya akong the whole day. Ewan ko ba...lately lagi nalang yung GLINER na nasasakyan ko ang nagdidikta ng araw ko...It cant be! Promise tomorrow hindi na...magtataxi na kasi ako. hehe





- kawawa =(

Monday, October 01, 2007


naNg DahiL sa GLINER

sObra...almost 1 hour ako naghintay ng gliner! I never thought it would be that long! I know I had this tendency to be mapili sa puv's na sinasakyan ko pero ewan ko ba why sobrang pili ko na it took me an hour just standing in the bus stop waiting for the perfect GLINER na daraan...malamig, malinis and maluwag...unfortunately nakasakay ako finally after and hour and di nameet standards ko. I dont know, its just so happen that im so pissed thats why im writing about that experience. If i only knew dun din ako babagsak....i took the first bus that came my way... maybe not perfect but tolerable enough...
At some point, i was able to see the connection of that experience with my life. Ive always been wanting to have the perfect man, the perfect husband, the perfect better half. Im always mesmerized with physical appearance and social status that I overlook people na dapat binigyan ko ng importansya noon pa...hay, makes sense ba?! I mean especially for us girls, I know there are some standards na sineset tayo for the man of our dreams but we should not really focus on those things, kung me sineset man tayo dapat achievable sya. I do understand the point ng author ng saying na..."if you aim high, reach for the stars....so that if you fall...youll fall on the clouds..." but i also believe na if you aim for achievable goals...and you surpass it...youll be happier than someone falling on the clouds, not being able to reach the stars...getch?! i mean, we are the ones who is responsible for our own happiness - kung ano man yung formula mo para maging masaya ka...use it. NOt all formula will work for each one of us since we do have differences...
Basta wala lang, yung GLINER kasi na nasakyan ko eh. Ive waited for almost an hour for that bus but still it fell short of my expectations...maraming dumating na dinaman masyadong masikip but i opt to wait for the one na almost empty and eto ang napala ko...hay, ang saklap. Pero one thing ive leard about this experience....WAG MASYADO MAARTE, LALO NA KUNG DI KAGANDAHAN! (sorry ha, parang napraning ako sa blog na'to - wadever!) =)