Thursday, November 25, 2004
i lOVe my HusbAnd...sobra!
Yesterday we had a very touching conversation ... I was kind'a worried about what will happen to our future kasi. We went to the apartment that we'll gonna rent and its nice - just enough for the two of us and we are decided to get it. Suddenly, I felt a great fear inside - Fear of failure, insufficiency, uncertainty - all the fear that leads me to saying no to jojo. I know it hurts him a lot and he was so sad. He talked to me about it and he let me decide about what will happen next. He asked me if i am willing to go with him and give my 100% trust. But you Lord knows how I fear our life together. I fear we cant afford to live together and start a family at this stage in my life where so many changes occured, but he assured me that we can go on this life together. He just asked me to trust him completely and he will never let go of this relationship. He said he will be with me all the way, through all the smooth and rough roads. I thank you Lord for giving me such a patient and understanding boyfriend, I know that this too is your will for us. Lord, guide us. I trust you completely with my life. amen.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
YOU ARE LEADING THE WAY
You Lord are the one who gave me this ideas - Lord, kayo rin po ang gagabay sa amin. Yesterday, Jojo went to San Juan to talk to Papa - medyo parang di raw
cooperative si papa sa plano namin, yes he is willing to help pero not that eager. Furthermore, walang mahanap na blank receipt si jo - nag-ikot na daw siya sa san juan and yet walang pumapayag na mag-bigay. Pero habang nag-tatanong siya, nakahanap siya ng tutuluyan namin, its a studio type lang naman pero cute daw. P4500 ang rent. Lord, if this is your will for us, help us to accomplish this.
Nag-usap kami last night and he is decided talaga, alam ko na he is a responsible person kaya lang ayaw ko naman na lagi na lang siyang susunod sa lahat ng gusto ko. Siya ang magiging padre de pamilya and yet he is not strong enough - im not sure, he always wants to please me - kaya ang tendency lagi na lang siyang nagpapatalo sa akin which is wrong. I should learn to obey him always. Lord help me to be obedient as a wife should be to his husband, continue to bless us Lord. Plan to go to midweek service later - help us.
A bad news (?) also came. Our contact in the office was scheduled for the afternoon shift! Lord, pano to? Pero naisip ko na meron pa namang meryenda and dinner, alam ko na ikaw ang tutulong sa amin sa business namin. Jojo is very eager to have this, I dont want to tell it to him kasi baka mawalan siya ng loob.Pero I know there is other way, I will talk to the guard, I know God will give me a brighter idea, pls guide us and help us in this. amen.
You Lord are the one who gave me this ideas - Lord, kayo rin po ang gagabay sa amin. Yesterday, Jojo went to San Juan to talk to Papa - medyo parang di raw
cooperative si papa sa plano namin, yes he is willing to help pero not that eager. Furthermore, walang mahanap na blank receipt si jo - nag-ikot na daw siya sa san juan and yet walang pumapayag na mag-bigay. Pero habang nag-tatanong siya, nakahanap siya ng tutuluyan namin, its a studio type lang naman pero cute daw. P4500 ang rent. Lord, if this is your will for us, help us to accomplish this.
Nag-usap kami last night and he is decided talaga, alam ko na he is a responsible person kaya lang ayaw ko naman na lagi na lang siyang susunod sa lahat ng gusto ko. Siya ang magiging padre de pamilya and yet he is not strong enough - im not sure, he always wants to please me - kaya ang tendency lagi na lang siyang nagpapatalo sa akin which is wrong. I should learn to obey him always. Lord help me to be obedient as a wife should be to his husband, continue to bless us Lord. Plan to go to midweek service later - help us.
A bad news (?) also came. Our contact in the office was scheduled for the afternoon shift! Lord, pano to? Pero naisip ko na meron pa namang meryenda and dinner, alam ko na ikaw ang tutulong sa amin sa business namin. Jojo is very eager to have this, I dont want to tell it to him kasi baka mawalan siya ng loob.Pero I know there is other way, I will talk to the guard, I know God will give me a brighter idea, pls guide us and help us in this. amen.
Monday, November 22, 2004
It Seems Like A Dream....
I never thought things that I am only wishing before would come my way right now...everything seems to fit into my plans, doors are opening one after another. Lord, I thank you for a beautiful life.
Things came smoothly with regards to our business plan, we together with Jojo and the person in charge of the company food, had a meeting yesterday at Bacolod Inasal. It was such a great experience being the one in charge. I am surprised that all my requests and suggestions were granted. But Lord, help us in this new endeavor. I dont know what will happens but I pray that your loving hands will be the one holding this business. We will start next week, starting with a whooping 80 persons per day for agahan, meryenda, tanghalian, and dinner... Lord i know you will use people to make this business a success.
My intentions are good, i want to help my papa and mama - i want them to experience life away from scarcity - i hope through this
business venture of ours - we'll be able to attain that goal.
my resignation is fast approaching, i will definitely miss my friends - all the kalokohans of import department, they are persuading me to stay but i know that you are the one who gave me this opportunity with globe, i will not fear for you said in your words that you will be with me and you will show the way....
I will follow your will Lord, I hope you will be glorified in everything I do. amen.
I never thought things that I am only wishing before would come my way right now...everything seems to fit into my plans, doors are opening one after another. Lord, I thank you for a beautiful life.
Things came smoothly with regards to our business plan, we together with Jojo and the person in charge of the company food, had a meeting yesterday at Bacolod Inasal. It was such a great experience being the one in charge. I am surprised that all my requests and suggestions were granted. But Lord, help us in this new endeavor. I dont know what will happens but I pray that your loving hands will be the one holding this business. We will start next week, starting with a whooping 80 persons per day for agahan, meryenda, tanghalian, and dinner... Lord i know you will use people to make this business a success.
My intentions are good, i want to help my papa and mama - i want them to experience life away from scarcity - i hope through this
business venture of ours - we'll be able to attain that goal.
my resignation is fast approaching, i will definitely miss my friends - all the kalokohans of import department, they are persuading me to stay but i know that you are the one who gave me this opportunity with globe, i will not fear for you said in your words that you will be with me and you will show the way....
I will follow your will Lord, I hope you will be glorified in everything I do. amen.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
I dreamt about our marriage ....
Last night- i dreamt about my upcoming marriage with Jojo, its kind'a scary. I dont know why
I felt that way, it seems so real! In my dream, I am asking my Kuya Elmer about Jojo's
whereabouts - and he said he does'nt know. then Jojo suddenly appeared as if he was trying to
surprise me. I dont know whats the meaning of that, can it be that when I felt Jojo was not around to support me - He was there all along? Just when I thought I was alone, Jojo was there
beside me. I am not sure, the only certain thing I know right now is that I love Jojo so much and I hope our present situation will change eventually...my life as of the moment is like a big wheel.
changing directions from time to time, this is indeed the turning point of my life where God gave me so much challenges and victories along the way.
I miss my friends, I just gave a message to one of my bestfriends that I already have a blogger.
Just to let them know that I miss the old times and I hope that they would be a part of this major change in my life.
By the way, the company already hired someone to replace me - i am training her right now. I dont know what to feel. I have'nt given my resignation yet but they already replaced me. hmp! but im not mad, i am not angry - its just so funny that i need to train the one wholl gonna replace me..hahahah!
Last night- i dreamt about my upcoming marriage with Jojo, its kind'a scary. I dont know why
I felt that way, it seems so real! In my dream, I am asking my Kuya Elmer about Jojo's
whereabouts - and he said he does'nt know. then Jojo suddenly appeared as if he was trying to
surprise me. I dont know whats the meaning of that, can it be that when I felt Jojo was not around to support me - He was there all along? Just when I thought I was alone, Jojo was there
beside me. I am not sure, the only certain thing I know right now is that I love Jojo so much and I hope our present situation will change eventually...my life as of the moment is like a big wheel.
changing directions from time to time, this is indeed the turning point of my life where God gave me so much challenges and victories along the way.
I miss my friends, I just gave a message to one of my bestfriends that I already have a blogger.
Just to let them know that I miss the old times and I hope that they would be a part of this major change in my life.
By the way, the company already hired someone to replace me - i am training her right now. I dont know what to feel. I have'nt given my resignation yet but they already replaced me. hmp! but im not mad, i am not angry - its just so funny that i need to train the one wholl gonna replace me..hahahah!
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