IM SORRY I HAVE BEEN FAITHLESS

weeks before this, I know that I have been faithless. I always doubt God's plan for my life. I thought God had left me in a no-win situation. Yesterday, I went to Globe with Jojo and hr told me that my first day of employment will fall sometime February. I was overwhelmed because before I am uncertain of my date of employment but now my mind is clear. I used to cry everytime I am talking heart to heart with Jojo because I am bored, I am lonely not because I dont have something to do - but because I am uncertain of my starting date. questions like -
"what if they overlooked my papers since I was hired last October pa?", "what if the schedule that will be given to me would be on March pa?". Crazy things like that makes me so sad - but all through this hardships, my husband never left me. Instead he gave me words of encouragement and he assures me that God will never allow me to resign if it is not for my own good. God indeed knows the best for me so I have no regrets.


I went to Maersk also after we ate at Megamall and got the chance to be reunited with my best pals. they were so excited to see me and they are planning to go to our place in cubao. I really miss Shai, Pinky, Pam, Jag and Wilky. I hope our friendship will stay the same. furthermore,. Lui my bestfriend's ex, saw me at megamall. He told me that I should have been promoted to be a team leader if I did'nt reisgn. Honestly, I felt a little regret and i asked Jojo to convince me that I have done the right thing and he said just the right words to make me feel at ease. Thanks for all this opportunities, right now i am at meralco and blogging at mh Kuya's desk. I am taking up Enhancing communications skills to prepare for my upcoming job. so far, so good. I must go back to class now. it's almost 12:30. thank you Lord, to you be the Glory forever. amen.

Bye ByE na....

This is my last day in the office...nakakalungkot pero i must move on..hay!
ngayon pa lang namimiss ko na sila..hay naku! Lord i hope na di mabago ang
friendship namin.sobrang nakakalungkot.nagmemo sakin ang mga friends ko, and
parang dream lang to. na tomorrow iba na ang buhay ko. dina ang usual routine na gigising ng 6:30 and papasok ng 8 am. Para ngang di kami nagtatrabaho dahil sobrang saya namin magkakasama nina shai, pam, jag, tope, wilky, pinky at dhang. we were like a real family...hay, naiiyak na ako but i must move on, thank you for letting me know them and for letting me experience all the experiences
i had in here.

I wonder what will my day gonna look like tomorrow...hmmm....

A FarEweLL....

i would definitely miss my friends here at maersk. weve been through a lot as in a lot! all the gimmicks and the chitchat in the office (even its not yet break)..all the kalokohans and the usual okrayan..all the usual morning routines we have! sabi nga nila "mi, wala nito sa globe!"...yeah, i know they are one of a kind and i will never again see such a happy group in other companies but here at maersk.
But i must move on, i know it would be tough but ive decided that i need to be
strong for my family. Ive already talked this over with jojo and I believe that God led the way for me so that ill be able to be in my present situation right now.
I may say I am happy and contented with the way things are flowing in my life...
when God closes a door he opens a hundreds of windows for you..


I forgot to say that after christmas (Dec 30th)..my two bestfriends Malen and Ruth went to our place. Jojo cooked chicken afritada for them. I am happy that they like Jojo for me. I remember when we were still in college, i would introduced to them my boyfriends and if one disagree...i would drop him off. hahaha, it makes me smile whenever I remember those times that we had during college days. I miss those...a lot! I pray God that nothings gonna change with my friendship with my two bestfriends for I intend to keep them in my life forever.


Lord, if it is your will ...pls grant my petitions this year...

1) to be married by September to Jojo at church
2) to trim down this extra 20 lbs that i have! asap!
3) to have a good job and a good working relationship with my co-employee at Globe.
4) to buy a refrigirator and a computer on february this year
5) to be able to have a canteen at the heart of ortigas center
6) business will boom this 2005!
...and many others that my heart longs for. Thank you for a beautiful 2004 and im looking forward for 2005 full of happy memories. amen