Sunday, April 24, 2005

AN OFFER...


ate called me up while i was at SM Cubao. she said she knows an agent in Singapore who is looking for Customer Service Representatives from Manila who wants to work in Singapore
and who is now currently employed with either Globe or Smart with the same position -
she is asking if I am interested and without a wink of an eye I shouted "of course Ate!"
I am so happy because she is so supportive of my application. She wants me to secure a
passport at the soonest possible time and she said that she will forward my resume to her friend.
Honestly, I am half hearted. I know I want to leave and earn big bucks for myself and my family but I am uncertain of the things that will happen when I am already in that position. I am not sure if I can overcome the loneliness that envelopes many of the overseas filipino workers abroad - but I will still try, there's no harm in trying naman. If God will allow - I know this will
push through. God's will be done! amen







Thursday, April 21, 2005

what an adventure

What a life!!!!!!

I am not sure where this life would lead me - but I trust God so much. I know this suffering will soon come to past.Is God testing my faith or is teaching me
how to humble down. I know that God knows what's the desire of my heart but I also know he has his reasons kung bakit ko ito napag-dadaanan ngayon. I am enveloped with a lot of regrets but I know God knows better that I am. I know in time - he would give me my hearts' desire.

Pero there's also a reason to rejoice, i cant believe that I earned P20,600 in just
one cutoff. hehehe, of course kasama na yung midyear ko and sweldo ko pala for 15 days.overwhelming talaga siya, first time ko makakuha ng ganun kalaki for 15days lang. and next week sweldo na naman, parang nakakaexcite lang na nakakapanibago kasi before talagang nagkukulang ako sa finances pero ngayon sobra, di ako makapaniwala. maybe God is letting me experience all this para malaman ko kung ano talaga ang kahalagahan ng work ko dito, I could never have this large amount kung stay ako sa maersk. Pakunswelo ko na lang talaga to sa sarili ko as in.

Yesterday, dumalaw kami kina mama and papa ni jojo, they welcomed me very
much. I am very thankful dahil gusto nila ako for jojo. Nagdala kami ng pancit and puto for them kasi sweldo din ni jojo. One thing more, yung papa ni jojo offered na ifoforward niya yung resume ko sa sgs-im so happy and assured me also na ipasa ko lang ang civil service - ipapasok niya daw ako sa customs or finance, Lord, honestly-I am so happy. Talagang very supportive siya sa akin and he makes me feel he is lucky to have me as manugang. Also yung mga kapatid ni jojo, talagang feeling ko gustong gusto nila ako for their Kuya. Thank you Lord.


Lord, Im very thankful din sa nangyayari sa asawa ko, everynight nag-uuwi siya ng 400 on the average because of the tip. Salamat po sa lahat ng favors mo sa aming dalawa. I now understand yung mga connections sa nangyayari sa life ko. Maybe you allow this things to happen for me to aim for a higher goal. I want to
give my parents the life that they deserve and i am starting. Yesterday, binilhan ko si mama ng celfone and I also gave her her allowance for the week and binigyan ko rin si kuya elmer. ang sarap pala ng feeling na nakaktulong ka sa family mo. Thank you for all this financial blessings, you have been so helpful in every areas of our lives.

thank you rin po for the internet access sa office. It makes me wanna go to the office with a lot of anticipation for the friendster and yahoo messages. I also got
one commendation - hahaha, nakakatuwa yung subs. gonna tell the whole story tomorrow again. see you ...yahoooo!!!!