Glutonny Day!

I've had my rest days last Thursday and Friday...and in those two days, wala akong ginawa kundi magfood trip. Haay...I really feel sluggish. Kain, internet, tulog, nood dvd lang ang routine for those two days and what's worse, just a while ago...sumama ako kay Jojo sa Munoz to accompany him mamalengke and grabe, hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko sa kakakain. Bawat kanto atang me binebentang kung pagkain binilhan ko eh. huhuhu. I cant help it - kailangan ko talaga ng comfort food!


I asked Jojo if he could buy me kahit 4 sachet of milo lang. We eliminated Milo or any chocolate drink sa grocery list namin kasi nagdidiet ako so decaf coffee lang meron sa bahay. Akala nyo titimplahin ko sya? No. Papapakin ko lang. Weird noh, pero I feel happy pag ganun ginagawa ko. Reminds me of my childhood kasi namamapak ako ng milo nun with my nieces.



Joo bought me 6 pcs of Donuts. Sobrang nagcracrave ako for donuts lately and take note...gusto ko lang strawberry field.

I also bought this siomai nung napadaan kami sa bandang waltermart. Hay, I can't stop myself.
Muntik narin akong bumili ng pizza sa katabing stall buti nalang di pa sila bukas. It's only 10:00 am that time.


And we had a hearty meal of porkchop and take note sa dami ng sawsawan ko. Kamatis, Gravy and Toyo with calamansi. Sobrang abnormal ng craving ko these past few days. Nagpabili pa ako ng coke para kumpleto ang kainan. Sa sobrang takaw ko, nagkamay pa ako. Yesterday, I even asked Jojo to buy ice cream. Ganadong ganado talaga akong kumain nung day off ko. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi diet ako ng diet and then babawiin ko rin lahat ng nalose ko sa restday ko. Hmp, ang sarap kasing kumain eh. sigh.

decisions, decisions,decisions...

Finally, after almost a month - i've already received my Unionbank EON Card! Wow! I thought this day will never come, as I am now ready to give up. Indeed, there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Though it will still take me a week before I could associate it with my paypal - it doe'nt bother me. As long as I have the card - its fine. Thank you Lord for a wonderful New Year gift.


I promise myself never to splurge on any material things as of this time - I need to save for our forthcoming Singapore trip with Gherj and Ice. Coach told me I need to file my Vacation Leave now or else, my request might never be granted. As of the moment, I'm still half hearted - can I leave everything I have in the Philippines in exchange for a greener pasture in Singapore? Am I really ready for it? I tried applying once before but on the last minute , I backed out. Ate (who's working as a nurse there) gave me a chance before to have a vacation and try my luck in Singapore but I ruined it. Gherj and Ice seems so optimistic about this trip - Gherj plans to resign soon to have this opportunity and the way she acts and speak about this plan - it seems she already made up her mind. I hope God will lead me to the right path, I've been careless before - making decisions that I will later on take back. I want to be sure this time. I am a risk taker - I really am...but this time, this decision will be life changing. I need to consider so many things such as: Can i live my life without Jojo beside me? Can i stick to my decision to work there for two years straight? Can I live independently without my parents being near? Lord, teach me the way. Time is ticking, March is just half and a month away...what should I do???