kaya ko to!!!!
How would I rate my life right now? medyo ok, medyo hindi. there were times i am very certain of the things I want and then in just one blink of an eye...iba na naman. I want to have a drive, to have consistency...I just hope i could be able to continue with the plan I have in my mind today...Lord, I know this is a tough thing to do, a near impossible plan, but I believe I can make it. It is only me that is responsible for my own success and downfall, I really hope this would
push through...
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Ang Dami kong project!!!!
last friday is my off and i have nothing to do at the apartment so I texted one of old buddy Syana wayback college and I asked her if she wants to go to Divisoria and go naman ang lola mo although medyo bumabagyo bagyo na..ewan ko ba, I just dont like the feeling of being alone in our house. It makes me feel that Im wasting my off without doing something or going somewhere. Then we met at gateway mrt station. I intend to buy an art project, something that will make me busy and some ornaments for our humble home. I want to reverse my attention out of my work and focus on my art project instead. I intend to resign definitely by april next year after I received my cba bonus and midyear together with my educational allowance, besides I already have my vacation leave, sick leave, leave with the family and additional day offs at that time..mabilis na lang yun...We first went to tutuban mall, grabe nakabili agad ako ng pucca pillow for the office, then we proceed to the tiangge sa baba wherein nakabili ako ng cross stitch project (winnie the pooh) - it costs me almost php 200 for that..and then we strolled because syana wants to buy shoes for her cousins. then we bought cd's at the tiangge also, syana bought an mymp cd and i bought 3, one is from janno gibbs (my favorite singer); michael buble (because of the song "home") and one from the corrs (summer sunshine). Afterwards, sobrang lakas na ng ulan, kaso desidido kami na maghanap ng beads, so punta kami sa tabora market (kahit saksakan ng lakas ng ulan) and at last we saw a certain store na ang specialty yata is selling all kinds of beads, i was really overwhelmed. andaming beads and accessories...medyo nagcram ako kasi andaming pagpipilian. we stayed at the store at about 1.5 hrs kasi sobrang di kami makapili, pati si syana na walang kabalak balak mag beads naengganyo...hahahaha! I spent almost seven hundred and syana six hundred for all those kakikayan.It's such a wonderful experience, afterwards jojo waited for me at gateway mrt station and we ate out dinner together. Im so excited and one proof is that I already made two pcs of bracelet in just one hour. It's really fun doing beaded bracelet. Thank you Lord for this wonderful day!
last friday is my off and i have nothing to do at the apartment so I texted one of old buddy Syana wayback college and I asked her if she wants to go to Divisoria and go naman ang lola mo although medyo bumabagyo bagyo na..ewan ko ba, I just dont like the feeling of being alone in our house. It makes me feel that Im wasting my off without doing something or going somewhere. Then we met at gateway mrt station. I intend to buy an art project, something that will make me busy and some ornaments for our humble home. I want to reverse my attention out of my work and focus on my art project instead. I intend to resign definitely by april next year after I received my cba bonus and midyear together with my educational allowance, besides I already have my vacation leave, sick leave, leave with the family and additional day offs at that time..mabilis na lang yun...We first went to tutuban mall, grabe nakabili agad ako ng pucca pillow for the office, then we proceed to the tiangge sa baba wherein nakabili ako ng cross stitch project (winnie the pooh) - it costs me almost php 200 for that..and then we strolled because syana wants to buy shoes for her cousins. then we bought cd's at the tiangge also, syana bought an mymp cd and i bought 3, one is from janno gibbs (my favorite singer); michael buble (because of the song "home") and one from the corrs (summer sunshine). Afterwards, sobrang lakas na ng ulan, kaso desidido kami na maghanap ng beads, so punta kami sa tabora market (kahit saksakan ng lakas ng ulan) and at last we saw a certain store na ang specialty yata is selling all kinds of beads, i was really overwhelmed. andaming beads and accessories...medyo nagcram ako kasi andaming pagpipilian. we stayed at the store at about 1.5 hrs kasi sobrang di kami makapili, pati si syana na walang kabalak balak mag beads naengganyo...hahahaha! I spent almost seven hundred and syana six hundred for all those kakikayan.It's such a wonderful experience, afterwards jojo waited for me at gateway mrt station and we ate out dinner together. Im so excited and one proof is that I already made two pcs of bracelet in just one hour. It's really fun doing beaded bracelet. Thank you Lord for this wonderful day!
Friday, July 15, 2005
Hayyy...It must be a great day!!!!
Grabe pang-umaga me today, at last me nahanap akong mabait na makakaswap this day (after the long search yesterday...thank God!) its just because it's Jojo's restday today, supposedly its every thursday but I don't know what happened why naresched, anyway, I intend to make this day an enjoyable one for both of us because after 2 weeks na di kami nagbonding (or nag-date..hehe) ngayon lang ulit kami gigimik together, we plan to call our barkada wayback (odette and the rest of the guys) to go bar hopping tonigt. I am really so excited, I really exhausted all my efforts just to have this 7:30 - 4:30 pm sched so I wont mess it up. I really miss Jojo's company, although araw araw ko siyang kasama, syempre iba pa rin yung feeling na kadate mo yung bf mo. I dont know, nababaliw na ata ako.hehehe. Grabe right now im in the office and its already 8:08 am still no calls? I only received 5 calls (very short conversation lang), parang pumasok lang ako para mag-internet. I think this would be a great day, futhermore, marunong na akong mag piano. I intend to enroll in a piano lesson sa me robinsons yamaha pero bahala na, if I have time next week, i think this would push through. Jojo will come here at 11 am para sabay kami maglunch sa robinsons and then uwi muna sya sa kanila by 12nn and by 4:30 pm sundo niya ulit me and lyamerda na kami. hahaha, wala lang, sobrang saya ko lang ngayon. I feel better now than yesterday, whenever I think of the good things Maersk had given me...naiiyak ako. pero life has to go on, mas maraming opportunities ang nag-aabang sa akin im sure, God opened this door for me at Globe, He will definitely help me through all of this...I cant wait till its 11 am and 4:30 pm. will tell you the whole story tomorrow.ciao!
Grabe pang-umaga me today, at last me nahanap akong mabait na makakaswap this day (after the long search yesterday...thank God!) its just because it's Jojo's restday today, supposedly its every thursday but I don't know what happened why naresched, anyway, I intend to make this day an enjoyable one for both of us because after 2 weeks na di kami nagbonding (or nag-date..hehe) ngayon lang ulit kami gigimik together, we plan to call our barkada wayback (odette and the rest of the guys) to go bar hopping tonigt. I am really so excited, I really exhausted all my efforts just to have this 7:30 - 4:30 pm sched so I wont mess it up. I really miss Jojo's company, although araw araw ko siyang kasama, syempre iba pa rin yung feeling na kadate mo yung bf mo. I dont know, nababaliw na ata ako.hehehe. Grabe right now im in the office and its already 8:08 am still no calls? I only received 5 calls (very short conversation lang), parang pumasok lang ako para mag-internet. I think this would be a great day, futhermore, marunong na akong mag piano. I intend to enroll in a piano lesson sa me robinsons yamaha pero bahala na, if I have time next week, i think this would push through. Jojo will come here at 11 am para sabay kami maglunch sa robinsons and then uwi muna sya sa kanila by 12nn and by 4:30 pm sundo niya ulit me and lyamerda na kami. hahaha, wala lang, sobrang saya ko lang ngayon. I feel better now than yesterday, whenever I think of the good things Maersk had given me...naiiyak ako. pero life has to go on, mas maraming opportunities ang nag-aabang sa akin im sure, God opened this door for me at Globe, He will definitely help me through all of this...I cant wait till its 11 am and 4:30 pm. will tell you the whole story tomorrow.ciao!
UNCERTAIN...
i am still uncertain of the things that is coming on my way...i wanna give up, really wanna give up this job...kaya lang, it pays all the bills, the prestige is there...some people envy me coz im working in a top corporation, but what should i do? im not happy anymore, I hope a door would open for me one of this days...
i am still uncertain of the things that is coming on my way...i wanna give up, really wanna give up this job...kaya lang, it pays all the bills, the prestige is there...some people envy me coz im working in a top corporation, but what should i do? im not happy anymore, I hope a door would open for me one of this days...
Friday, June 03, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
AN OFFER...
ate called me up while i was at SM Cubao. she said she knows an agent in Singapore who is looking for Customer Service Representatives from Manila who wants to work in Singapore
and who is now currently employed with either Globe or Smart with the same position -
she is asking if I am interested and without a wink of an eye I shouted "of course Ate!"
I am so happy because she is so supportive of my application. She wants me to secure a
passport at the soonest possible time and she said that she will forward my resume to her friend.
Honestly, I am half hearted. I know I want to leave and earn big bucks for myself and my family but I am uncertain of the things that will happen when I am already in that position. I am not sure if I can overcome the loneliness that envelopes many of the overseas filipino workers abroad - but I will still try, there's no harm in trying naman. If God will allow - I know this will
push through. God's will be done! amen
ate called me up while i was at SM Cubao. she said she knows an agent in Singapore who is looking for Customer Service Representatives from Manila who wants to work in Singapore
and who is now currently employed with either Globe or Smart with the same position -
she is asking if I am interested and without a wink of an eye I shouted "of course Ate!"
I am so happy because she is so supportive of my application. She wants me to secure a
passport at the soonest possible time and she said that she will forward my resume to her friend.
Honestly, I am half hearted. I know I want to leave and earn big bucks for myself and my family but I am uncertain of the things that will happen when I am already in that position. I am not sure if I can overcome the loneliness that envelopes many of the overseas filipino workers abroad - but I will still try, there's no harm in trying naman. If God will allow - I know this will
push through. God's will be done! amen
Thursday, April 21, 2005
what an adventure
What a life!!!!!!
I am not sure where this life would lead me - but I trust God so much. I know this suffering will soon come to past.Is God testing my faith or is teaching me
how to humble down. I know that God knows what's the desire of my heart but I also know he has his reasons kung bakit ko ito napag-dadaanan ngayon. I am enveloped with a lot of regrets but I know God knows better that I am. I know in time - he would give me my hearts' desire.
Pero there's also a reason to rejoice, i cant believe that I earned P20,600 in just
one cutoff. hehehe, of course kasama na yung midyear ko and sweldo ko pala for 15 days.overwhelming talaga siya, first time ko makakuha ng ganun kalaki for 15days lang. and next week sweldo na naman, parang nakakaexcite lang na nakakapanibago kasi before talagang nagkukulang ako sa finances pero ngayon sobra, di ako makapaniwala. maybe God is letting me experience all this para malaman ko kung ano talaga ang kahalagahan ng work ko dito, I could never have this large amount kung stay ako sa maersk. Pakunswelo ko na lang talaga to sa sarili ko as in.
Yesterday, dumalaw kami kina mama and papa ni jojo, they welcomed me very
much. I am very thankful dahil gusto nila ako for jojo. Nagdala kami ng pancit and puto for them kasi sweldo din ni jojo. One thing more, yung papa ni jojo offered na ifoforward niya yung resume ko sa sgs-im so happy and assured me also na ipasa ko lang ang civil service - ipapasok niya daw ako sa customs or finance, Lord, honestly-I am so happy. Talagang very supportive siya sa akin and he makes me feel he is lucky to have me as manugang. Also yung mga kapatid ni jojo, talagang feeling ko gustong gusto nila ako for their Kuya. Thank you Lord.
Lord, Im very thankful din sa nangyayari sa asawa ko, everynight nag-uuwi siya ng 400 on the average because of the tip. Salamat po sa lahat ng favors mo sa aming dalawa. I now understand yung mga connections sa nangyayari sa life ko. Maybe you allow this things to happen for me to aim for a higher goal. I want to
give my parents the life that they deserve and i am starting. Yesterday, binilhan ko si mama ng celfone and I also gave her her allowance for the week and binigyan ko rin si kuya elmer. ang sarap pala ng feeling na nakaktulong ka sa family mo. Thank you for all this financial blessings, you have been so helpful in every areas of our lives.
thank you rin po for the internet access sa office. It makes me wanna go to the office with a lot of anticipation for the friendster and yahoo messages. I also got
one commendation - hahaha, nakakatuwa yung subs. gonna tell the whole story tomorrow again. see you ...yahoooo!!!!
I am not sure where this life would lead me - but I trust God so much. I know this suffering will soon come to past.Is God testing my faith or is teaching me
how to humble down. I know that God knows what's the desire of my heart but I also know he has his reasons kung bakit ko ito napag-dadaanan ngayon. I am enveloped with a lot of regrets but I know God knows better that I am. I know in time - he would give me my hearts' desire.
Pero there's also a reason to rejoice, i cant believe that I earned P20,600 in just
one cutoff. hehehe, of course kasama na yung midyear ko and sweldo ko pala for 15 days.overwhelming talaga siya, first time ko makakuha ng ganun kalaki for 15days lang. and next week sweldo na naman, parang nakakaexcite lang na nakakapanibago kasi before talagang nagkukulang ako sa finances pero ngayon sobra, di ako makapaniwala. maybe God is letting me experience all this para malaman ko kung ano talaga ang kahalagahan ng work ko dito, I could never have this large amount kung stay ako sa maersk. Pakunswelo ko na lang talaga to sa sarili ko as in.
Yesterday, dumalaw kami kina mama and papa ni jojo, they welcomed me very
much. I am very thankful dahil gusto nila ako for jojo. Nagdala kami ng pancit and puto for them kasi sweldo din ni jojo. One thing more, yung papa ni jojo offered na ifoforward niya yung resume ko sa sgs-im so happy and assured me also na ipasa ko lang ang civil service - ipapasok niya daw ako sa customs or finance, Lord, honestly-I am so happy. Talagang very supportive siya sa akin and he makes me feel he is lucky to have me as manugang. Also yung mga kapatid ni jojo, talagang feeling ko gustong gusto nila ako for their Kuya. Thank you Lord.
Lord, Im very thankful din sa nangyayari sa asawa ko, everynight nag-uuwi siya ng 400 on the average because of the tip. Salamat po sa lahat ng favors mo sa aming dalawa. I now understand yung mga connections sa nangyayari sa life ko. Maybe you allow this things to happen for me to aim for a higher goal. I want to
give my parents the life that they deserve and i am starting. Yesterday, binilhan ko si mama ng celfone and I also gave her her allowance for the week and binigyan ko rin si kuya elmer. ang sarap pala ng feeling na nakaktulong ka sa family mo. Thank you for all this financial blessings, you have been so helpful in every areas of our lives.
thank you rin po for the internet access sa office. It makes me wanna go to the office with a lot of anticipation for the friendster and yahoo messages. I also got
one commendation - hahaha, nakakatuwa yung subs. gonna tell the whole story tomorrow again. see you ...yahoooo!!!!
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
ANG SAYA SAYA
hehehe, ang saya namin today!kahit na kagabi sobrang puyat ako kasi nagreview ako sa loooong exam namin today, In God's grace...grabe kahit papano me nasagot, hehehe. Most of the time nag-iinternet lang kami. One thing more, me sweldo na! Lord thank you for all these blessings! Punta daw sina shai samin, grabe there were five of them(Pam, shai, Pinky, Jhay and Jag) Im wondering kung pano ko sila pagkakasyahin sa bahay ... sobra!Bahala na!
The whole afternoon naglalaro na lang kami at nag-iinternet. Salamat po sa lahat ng mga blessings mo. This would definitely be a great weekend, wala kaming pasok tomorrow and sat and sunday, besides - may sweldo na kami! salamat po.
mamaya punta sila shai sa bahay, naku! bahala na po kayo. I wonder what will be my birthday present for myself...perhaps a new shoes. lets see! Thanks for a wonderful weekend! amen!
hehehe, ang saya namin today!kahit na kagabi sobrang puyat ako kasi nagreview ako sa loooong exam namin today, In God's grace...grabe kahit papano me nasagot, hehehe. Most of the time nag-iinternet lang kami. One thing more, me sweldo na! Lord thank you for all these blessings! Punta daw sina shai samin, grabe there were five of them(Pam, shai, Pinky, Jhay and Jag) Im wondering kung pano ko sila pagkakasyahin sa bahay ... sobra!Bahala na!
The whole afternoon naglalaro na lang kami at nag-iinternet. Salamat po sa lahat ng mga blessings mo. This would definitely be a great weekend, wala kaming pasok tomorrow and sat and sunday, besides - may sweldo na kami! salamat po.
mamaya punta sila shai sa bahay, naku! bahala na po kayo. I wonder what will be my birthday present for myself...perhaps a new shoes. lets see! Thanks for a wonderful weekend! amen!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
ONE MORE THING!!!
Nakalimutan ko yung nangyari kahapon! hahaha, we starting giving out our email adds for the friendster! hahaha, I forgot na makikita pala yung date of birth mo sa friendster,bwahahaha! sobra! lahat sila binati ako. hehehe, nahiya tuloy ako...hehehehe...
anyways, we went to robonsons pioneer and nagstroll lang after lunch, nagbaon kasi kami e..then we bought donuts, treat ko. Sabi nila me sweldo na daw sa Thursday...sana nga! my officemates at Maersk will come sa bahay namin sa Cubao. Sana magkasya kami...hehehehe.I also got my final pay at Maersk but I dont have time to encash it...I just gave authorization letter. sana mahonor.
Me exam kami tomorrow!!! Help us Lord, ang sweet pala ni jojo yesterday, pinagluto niya ako as in. Im so happy and eager to go home knowing someone is waiting for me.
25 nako, no need for the parent's concent...you know what i mean.
anyways, we went to robonsons pioneer and nagstroll lang after lunch, nagbaon kasi kami e..then we bought donuts, treat ko. Sabi nila me sweldo na daw sa Thursday...sana nga! my officemates at Maersk will come sa bahay namin sa Cubao. Sana magkasya kami...hehehehe.I also got my final pay at Maersk but I dont have time to encash it...I just gave authorization letter. sana mahonor.
Me exam kami tomorrow!!! Help us Lord, ang sweet pala ni jojo yesterday, pinagluto niya ako as in. Im so happy and eager to go home knowing someone is waiting for me.
25 nako, no need for the parent's concent...you know what i mean.
THANK YOU LORD FOR MY 25TH YEAR!!!
Lord, thank you for always being with me through my ups and downs! Pagpasok ko, nobody knew that it is my birthday! I intend not to tell them kasi mangangantyaw na naman sa oks manoks! hehehe (oks manoks is the resto owned by one of my batchmates). By the way I have a lot of entrepreneur batchmates, one is Grace, my schoolmate at CCP, she owns one grill queen! bongga! next is mhay, my best buddy in the batch, she has a wine and liquor store, sosyal! One is Chino, he is also an engineer from lasalle - owns Oks Manoks along Pioneer as well, and last but not the least is Arryzza - she's so pretty grabe! She is the daughter of the owner of Villa Escudero! grabe, she is also a model of Banco de Oro, coffeemate among others. Her son is the model of tiki-tiki! she's so pretty, im so happy when she greeted me in friendster, grabe naiistar struck ako sa kanya sobra! She used to be linked with Onemig Bondoc! phew! Minsan naiisip ko na i dont fit in, grabe sobrang yaman ata nila - but when I think about it, tao rin yan. They never treated us inferior! Instead, nagbabalak kaming magbakasyon sa Villa Escudero after our graduation. Its such a wonderful experience!
Anyways, me loooong exam kami tom, grabe pati ba naman ang mission/vission ng globe at mga board of directors? phew! Dibale, till March 5 na lang naman to, on March 7 - we'll gonna have our own desk already! Lord, help us, always guide us, amen!
Lord, thank you for always being with me through my ups and downs! Pagpasok ko, nobody knew that it is my birthday! I intend not to tell them kasi mangangantyaw na naman sa oks manoks! hehehe (oks manoks is the resto owned by one of my batchmates). By the way I have a lot of entrepreneur batchmates, one is Grace, my schoolmate at CCP, she owns one grill queen! bongga! next is mhay, my best buddy in the batch, she has a wine and liquor store, sosyal! One is Chino, he is also an engineer from lasalle - owns Oks Manoks along Pioneer as well, and last but not the least is Arryzza - she's so pretty grabe! She is the daughter of the owner of Villa Escudero! grabe, she is also a model of Banco de Oro, coffeemate among others. Her son is the model of tiki-tiki! she's so pretty, im so happy when she greeted me in friendster, grabe naiistar struck ako sa kanya sobra! She used to be linked with Onemig Bondoc! phew! Minsan naiisip ko na i dont fit in, grabe sobrang yaman ata nila - but when I think about it, tao rin yan. They never treated us inferior! Instead, nagbabalak kaming magbakasyon sa Villa Escudero after our graduation. Its such a wonderful experience!
Anyways, me loooong exam kami tom, grabe pati ba naman ang mission/vission ng globe at mga board of directors? phew! Dibale, till March 5 na lang naman to, on March 7 - we'll gonna have our own desk already! Lord, help us, always guide us, amen!
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