Of all places...dito pa sa Ortigas?!

he came here in the office at about 4:00 pm. he went to our office after he went to the job that he is applying to. I just hope that this is it, I asked him just to wait for me at ministop and he did,
he waited for me for about half an hour and we just went to megamall. On our way in, he confessed that he saw his ex gf MEANN working in the MINISTOP. I was shocked and at the same time quite envious coz he said she talked to him and told him that she is in this job since July pa. I dont know why my heart ached after hearing his stories, I know that their relationship
ended almost two years ago...but i am not sure why a little hurt was felt inside. Maybe because I love JOJO so much, i dont want him to have any connection with this girl i know he loved so much. But i am proud of him, because he had the courage and the honesty to tell the truth to me, meaning he has no intention of hiding it since he is not interested in her anymore. I just love this guy, we just went to my place at cubao and saw a horror movie "they". i love this day, tomorrow he promised that he'll gonna treat me at conggo grill and he'll gonna buy me a chocolate because it's our monthsary, be with us this day God, I love you.

Why do I love you?

-let me count the things that made me head over heels to this guy named GABRIEL ALCERA MAGAY...
1) his pamatay na smile, noone in the world have I seen such an angel like smile in you, an innocent and sincere smile that you show made me shiver inside.
2)his chinito eyes, everyone notices it. whenever he smiles-his eyes vanishes....
3)the way he treats me. he makes me feel im the prettiest even of the prettiest girl in the world. he makes me feel secure and loved, he gives me compliments about the things that he sees about me that i never thought I have all along.
4)for making me laugh, for always putting a smile on my face whenever I see you...
5)for having that faith that everything will be alright, for seeing things brightly in your eyes.for making me feel, life is good because you are around.
6)for making things easier for me. for helping me in anyway you can and for making me believe in my capabilities and all I can do..
7)for assuring me that everything will be alright..for making me believe that life is not that hard at all
8)for giving respect to my parents and for having their approval of our relationship
9) for planning our future and striving harder for us...
10) and most of all, just by existing and coming into my life...and for not making me wait to long.

I love you J0jo, I may never be able to express it all but I hope through this youll be able to understand. You are the last and I intend to spend this lifetime with you... i love you...

THINGS IVE LEARNED ABOUT LOVE

There were certain things that Ive realized about loving someone---
1) this is a game- you will either lose or win
2) when you love someone, you should accept all of what he is, you can never change him unless you yourself will change. learn to appreciate every litte thing he does and don't look for things that are not there in the first place.
3)never compare him to anyone else-you should be the one to give him the security that he needs.Never ever let him feel insecure in any way-that he is not good enough...
4)compliment- make known to him that you appreciate every little piece of goodness he is
showing you.
5)TRUST-whatever the circumstances are, you should always give him the benefit of the
doubt, after all, you know him more than anyone else....

"...he's the man..."

There's so many things about him that I love-the way he looks at me, the way he makes me feel I am loved and the way he assures me that I am the prettiest girl in the world. Yesterday we were together the whole day, I really felt that he is so concerned and that he is willing to sacrifice everything for me. I asked him not to go to work because we have to go to the police station and file a case against my ex bf who is harassing me. I know he is willing to fight for me and though there are certain things I dont like about him, the good points outnumbered the bad ones. I love him for who he is and what he will be---I know that he is a gift from God. I love him because He is adopting my faith...we never say our goodnyts without praying together.I hope God would bless this relationship..."

My Guy

I used to like a guy whose sweet, thoughtful and full of exciting stories to tell, jokes to crack about and many other adventures in life...I want a man that I can boast to the whole world---but now Ive realized I just need one thing from the person I would someday marry---faith in God . when I have it---all the good qualities of a person will come out naturally in him. Im very thankful that he is Godfearing...that he is'nt like other man, that he is unique.He has this longing to know more about the God I serve...this way, this relationship will stand until the end coz
the author of the universe is the one holding it.

" i KnoW it's Him"

We had the chance to talk last Friday, after our Webex meeting, I hurriedly dialled his number to know if he already came home-but i was frightened by the voice that answere, it's his ate. I really don't like her..maybe because of how he is treating him, she always want him to put down the phone whenever we had the chance to talk. So I just stayed at the internet cafe for an hour-
then my officemate called me up saying someone wants to talk to me..and only God knows how I felt I heard his voice. I love him, whoever he is...I love him. When he I saw him-I want to hug him tight and kiss him but instead he kissed me on the cheek, just a sweet pat on the cheek and I know immediately that he is not mad at all. How lucky am i to have known him-to have loved someone like him...We talked and from the tone of his voice-I know that he loves me so much that he is willing to change and I can never forget what he told me that night..
"I will do everything to make you happy...even if it means I have to change all that I am for you..." - I now know God blessed me with someone more that I asked for.

"...i must adjust"

If I want to change him...It must begin with me. I can'not change a person overnyt. One must give way, and in our case...it should be me. I talked to him yesterday and I asked for a cool off.
Of course it's not really what I want, but I need to say those things for him to realize that this is a serious matter, we really need to talk. I want him to know that I am getting bored with our relationship, that something must be done. I think I really want a tough guy, someone who can make me obey, someone who can tell me things that I should do and follow him as he instructed me. He must have the balls to tame me-and I can't see it in him. I know he always obey me because he loves me so much and he doesnt want to create a conflict between us. Many says Im very lucky to have the kindest boyfriend in the world..but in the back of my mind, am i?...

"Love me for what I am..."

 
Of course I should'nt compare him with my ex-they are two different people...they have different ways of treating their girlfriends...but I cant help it, I used to be with the sweetest
person in the world...then suddenly- Im with someone I dont know if is really sincere..(well yeah, I should'nt doubt him), perhaps he's just not the "showy type", but Im beginning to get
bored. I just hope I can get away with this feeling...I talked to him last night, I know he is aware that we have a problem but still...he keeps on telling what happened to him in the office, he keeps on telling me how much he loves me...he is just putting an icing to the cake. Those sweet talks just adds up to my anger because he is not pointing to the real problem. I just hope on our
next talk, he will notice that I wanted more. I want him to feel deeper, I want him to search the
inner me. We cant go on like this...

I Am Bored!

Perhaps there came a time in a man's life that you get bored in life...I mean those routinary activities you do wether in your work, in your hobbies...or perhaps in the totality of your life.
Everythings seems to be an event somehow had already came your way...maybe that's what I felt at those time...I felt bored, I felt I need an adventure and I thank God..he answered my call.
Everything was plain and simple till he came...he gave color to my world. It seems like he's singing everybody's favourite "Because of you" in a different melody and beat. But it was not that simple...I am the one who paved the way for this relationship. I feel I need to do something so that I can be happy in my life...and I proud to say, it pays to do the first step. Nobody else in the world can make you happy besides yourself....

It Was This Day

It was an ordinary day...i hurriedly rushed home from a very stressful day at the office. No magic, such a plain...ordinary day...Suddenly the phone rang,
maybe, I thought it would be for my mom, perhaps tita would like to talk to her regarding their company outing...when I said hello, an unfamiliar voice answered and he is looking for me...I never thought that at that same time...
the prayer that I have been praying for so long would be answered....God led Him to me......