ANG SAYA SAYA


hehehe, ang saya namin today!kahit na kagabi sobrang puyat ako kasi nagreview ako sa loooong exam namin today, In God's grace...grabe kahit papano me nasagot, hehehe. Most of the time nag-iinternet lang kami. One thing more, me sweldo na! Lord thank you for all these blessings! Punta daw sina shai samin, grabe there were five of them(Pam, shai, Pinky, Jhay and Jag) Im wondering kung pano ko sila pagkakasyahin sa bahay ... sobra!Bahala na!

The whole afternoon naglalaro na lang kami at nag-iinternet. Salamat po sa lahat ng mga blessings mo. This would definitely be a great weekend, wala kaming pasok tomorrow and sat and sunday, besides - may sweldo na kami! salamat po.

mamaya punta sila shai sa bahay, naku! bahala na po kayo. I wonder what will be my birthday present for myself...perhaps a new shoes. lets see! Thanks for a wonderful weekend! amen!

ONE MORE THING!!!

Nakalimutan ko yung nangyari kahapon! hahaha, we starting giving out our email adds for the friendster! hahaha, I forgot na makikita pala yung date of birth mo sa friendster,bwahahaha! sobra! lahat sila binati ako. hehehe, nahiya tuloy ako...hehehehe...

anyways, we went to robonsons pioneer and nagstroll lang after lunch, nagbaon kasi kami e..then we bought donuts, treat ko. Sabi nila me sweldo na daw sa Thursday...sana nga! my officemates at Maersk will come sa bahay namin sa Cubao. Sana magkasya kami...hehehehe.I also got my final pay at Maersk but I dont have time to encash it...I just gave authorization letter. sana mahonor.

Me exam kami tomorrow!!! Help us Lord, ang sweet pala ni jojo yesterday, pinagluto niya ako as in. Im so happy and eager to go home knowing someone is waiting for me.
25 nako, no need for the parent's concent...you know what i mean.

THANK YOU LORD FOR MY 25TH YEAR!!!



Lord, thank you for always being with me through my ups and downs! Pagpasok ko, nobody knew that it is my birthday! I intend not to tell them kasi mangangantyaw na naman sa oks manoks! hehehe (oks manoks is the resto owned by one of my batchmates). By the way I have a lot of entrepreneur batchmates, one is Grace, my schoolmate at CCP, she owns one grill queen! bongga! next is mhay, my best buddy in the batch, she has a wine and liquor store, sosyal! One is Chino, he is also an engineer from lasalle - owns Oks Manoks along Pioneer as well, and last but not the least is Arryzza - she's so pretty grabe! She is the daughter of the owner of Villa Escudero! grabe, she is also a model of Banco de Oro, coffeemate among others. Her son is the model of tiki-tiki! she's so pretty, im so happy when she greeted me in friendster, grabe naiistar struck ako sa kanya sobra! She used to be linked with Onemig Bondoc! phew! Minsan naiisip ko na i dont fit in, grabe sobrang yaman ata nila - but when I think about it, tao rin yan. They never treated us inferior! Instead, nagbabalak kaming magbakasyon sa Villa Escudero after our graduation. Its such a wonderful experience!

Anyways, me loooong exam kami tom, grabe pati ba naman ang mission/vission ng globe at mga board of directors? phew! Dibale, till March 5 na lang naman to, on March 7 - we'll gonna have our own desk already! Lord, help us, always guide us, amen!

Kaya Ko To!!!!


Lord help me this day and all the days of my life...without you wala akong magagawa sa buhay ko. Please help me to be at peace with everyone.Ayoko po ng kaaway or ng di
makasundo. Lord, help me to have my confidence in you alone, me exam na naman kami mayang hapon. Long quiz! Lord help me na maka perfect sa exam namin, tulungan mo po akong maplease ka sa lahat ng bagay. I love you Lord,blog ulit me later...the trainor will discuss about G-cash. btw, naiwan ko pala salamin ko. asked jojo to deliver it to me sa office. thank you for loving us. I love you!

This is the moment...


Remember when I said i am so worried because Globe is'nt calling me yet? Well it did, around 10:30 am,Jan 27, thursday.... my celfone rang! Hr called me up and is asking me to go tomorrow at GT Plaza, 2 pm for the signing of the contract and all other documents! I was really overwhelmed! At last, I would now work on the prestigious Globe Telecom... a dream come true!


We are now on our third week training, grabe! Para akong lumusot sa dulo ng karayom. We 5 exams, 1 long policy exam, and 1 revalida! phew, all in those 15 days of our stay here! grabe talaga! I did my best and i was again overwhelmed because when our trainor told us about our overall standing - I am leading! out of all our batchmates, I got 99.59%..grabe! I cant believe it, sobra!



I also had so many things to be thankful for - and it really pays to trust God wholeheartedly.

this will be the start of my beautiful life in Globe - by faith, I believe!


amen!

IM SORRY I HAVE BEEN FAITHLESS

weeks before this, I know that I have been faithless. I always doubt God's plan for my life. I thought God had left me in a no-win situation. Yesterday, I went to Globe with Jojo and hr told me that my first day of employment will fall sometime February. I was overwhelmed because before I am uncertain of my date of employment but now my mind is clear. I used to cry everytime I am talking heart to heart with Jojo because I am bored, I am lonely not because I dont have something to do - but because I am uncertain of my starting date. questions like -
"what if they overlooked my papers since I was hired last October pa?", "what if the schedule that will be given to me would be on March pa?". Crazy things like that makes me so sad - but all through this hardships, my husband never left me. Instead he gave me words of encouragement and he assures me that God will never allow me to resign if it is not for my own good. God indeed knows the best for me so I have no regrets.


I went to Maersk also after we ate at Megamall and got the chance to be reunited with my best pals. they were so excited to see me and they are planning to go to our place in cubao. I really miss Shai, Pinky, Pam, Jag and Wilky. I hope our friendship will stay the same. furthermore,. Lui my bestfriend's ex, saw me at megamall. He told me that I should have been promoted to be a team leader if I did'nt reisgn. Honestly, I felt a little regret and i asked Jojo to convince me that I have done the right thing and he said just the right words to make me feel at ease. Thanks for all this opportunities, right now i am at meralco and blogging at mh Kuya's desk. I am taking up Enhancing communications skills to prepare for my upcoming job. so far, so good. I must go back to class now. it's almost 12:30. thank you Lord, to you be the Glory forever. amen.

Bye ByE na....

This is my last day in the office...nakakalungkot pero i must move on..hay!
ngayon pa lang namimiss ko na sila..hay naku! Lord i hope na di mabago ang
friendship namin.sobrang nakakalungkot.nagmemo sakin ang mga friends ko, and
parang dream lang to. na tomorrow iba na ang buhay ko. dina ang usual routine na gigising ng 6:30 and papasok ng 8 am. Para ngang di kami nagtatrabaho dahil sobrang saya namin magkakasama nina shai, pam, jag, tope, wilky, pinky at dhang. we were like a real family...hay, naiiyak na ako but i must move on, thank you for letting me know them and for letting me experience all the experiences
i had in here.

I wonder what will my day gonna look like tomorrow...hmmm....

A FarEweLL....

i would definitely miss my friends here at maersk. weve been through a lot as in a lot! all the gimmicks and the chitchat in the office (even its not yet break)..all the kalokohans and the usual okrayan..all the usual morning routines we have! sabi nga nila "mi, wala nito sa globe!"...yeah, i know they are one of a kind and i will never again see such a happy group in other companies but here at maersk.
But i must move on, i know it would be tough but ive decided that i need to be
strong for my family. Ive already talked this over with jojo and I believe that God led the way for me so that ill be able to be in my present situation right now.
I may say I am happy and contented with the way things are flowing in my life...
when God closes a door he opens a hundreds of windows for you..


I forgot to say that after christmas (Dec 30th)..my two bestfriends Malen and Ruth went to our place. Jojo cooked chicken afritada for them. I am happy that they like Jojo for me. I remember when we were still in college, i would introduced to them my boyfriends and if one disagree...i would drop him off. hahaha, it makes me smile whenever I remember those times that we had during college days. I miss those...a lot! I pray God that nothings gonna change with my friendship with my two bestfriends for I intend to keep them in my life forever.


Lord, if it is your will ...pls grant my petitions this year...

1) to be married by September to Jojo at church
2) to trim down this extra 20 lbs that i have! asap!
3) to have a good job and a good working relationship with my co-employee at Globe.
4) to buy a refrigirator and a computer on february this year
5) to be able to have a canteen at the heart of ortigas center
6) business will boom this 2005!
...and many others that my heart longs for. Thank you for a beautiful 2004 and im looking forward for 2005 full of happy memories. amen

A fAmilY of mY OwN

I am very thankful Lord for this wonderful gift you have given me this Christmas... a family of my own. It is such a wonderful experience, I have never imagined that I would be as happy as I am right now. Everyday with Jojo, Im learning new things, I am so blessed to have a Godly husband in Jojo.

Last December 24th, I went to my work. I need to go because noone's gonna do the job tasked for me that day, Jojo fetched me and we went straight to megamall. We bought gifts for my pamangkins and pinsans. We went home to eat and I wrapped all the gifts. At about 9pm, we were ready to go to Montalban because we promised mama that we will be celebrating christmas with her. Jojo bought a cake and off we go to our home. (on our way home, the driver said a jeepney clashed in the mountain on their way down to litex).I asked God mama is safe.

Praise God, mama is safe. When she opened the door for us, she said that Kuya Boyet is inside (he's my drug addict cousin' phew!) Mama is so dismayed but we just assured her that we will not leave her, besides Kuya Edwin is coming also. No need to worry. Kuya edwin came at about 12 am and he brought KFC bucket meal for us. thank you Lord for this wonderful blessings. I love you and Happy Birthday, btw, Wawie called 2am and jojo answered the phone. I hope he would
find the love of his life.

Then on christmas day itself...we helped me, jojo and mama helped Kuya to transfer their things from Makati to Antipolo. Jojo was so tired but for me I know that he will do everything. I know mama want him for me because she told me so. I am so happy that Jojo has found me just when I felt it is the end of my rope already.

We spent overnight in Antipolo and on the afternoon of Dec 26th, we went to Liezl's place in Cubao. we ate so much that I almost vomit! phew! We are entertained by Alexis, Lord i pray you also give us a baby as cute and as loving as alexis coz Jojo is very fond of him.At about 4 pm, we went to Ate Ems place in Munoz. It was like a family reunion with Jojo. It's like formally, I am introducing my husband to them. What a nice feeling.For two nights, I wasnt able to kiss Jojo because my Kuya is so conservative and Jojo does'nt like any bad comments if we will kiss, so we are just contented with occasional stare and holding hands. I think Jojo is sweeter that way.


Kuya Rony prepared sinigang in the evening and it is so tasty so I asked for a second round. We are laughing while eating because they are always teasing Jojo for being so shy.( actually he is not!) mama is so impressed with him because he is a gentleman and a true well mannered person. Ate ems called and say his hellos to jojo as well. We went to our home at about 8 pm and the first thing that we did after we locked our door is to hug and to kiss so deeply. I think its a nice practice, to delay gratification. It's much sweeter when we do that. We saw a vcd we borrowed from Kuya Ronnie "Ocean's Twelve".
But Jojo is sleepy already so off we go to bed. thank you for letting me experience this things. we love you Lord. amen!

this is it!!!

Me bahay na kami!!!

Grabe, I never imagined that this gonna happen in my life! We were blessed to have a studio type apartment in the heart of quezon city, I am so depressed that day. Galing kami sa bahay, we cooked lunch for mama and we went to my boarding house in Cubao also. I told him kung hindi kami makakahanap ng apartment today...ayoko na! I know its not the right words to say kasi i really want to be with him na...but nawalan na ako ng pag-asa na makakita ng maayos na apartment...but you answered God! On our way to my boarding house, an idea popped up on my mind - why not buy a newspaper to help us find our place, so we bought buy and sell and while walking - i read a part of it where they advertise apartments for rent. I come to look at a particular ad and it kind'a move me..maybe the phrase "convenient, fully furnished , newly paint" attracted me to ask Jojo to call it up. We had the chance to see a sarisari store that has a payphone and he immediately dialled the number on the ad. The lady said it is in 12th avenue, just a few blocks away from my present house. I thought it was located in a part of that avenue that is slum, but praise you Lord, it is a nice place. The landlady even lowered the price of the rent without us asking for it. It already have an tall lampshade, a cabinet, electric fan, a cute glass table and event a stove! wow! what can I ask for? I consider it as a blessing and a great favor from above! We immediately gave the downpayment and plan to move on the 19th of December, what a nice place for the two of us, just enough for us to start a family. It has a bathroom inside and one small room, I wonder when will we invite our friends over...I just love this day! I dont know what will happen but I know God will provide for us.

When we were already in my room, a great fear enveloped me. I dont know why but I began to realize the great responsibility that we will be facing if we hopped into this, the burden of paying the montly rent, the monthly electricity and water, our food expenses and how will be able to survive without a ref! and I asked Jojo if we can really surpass all these? I know that he is also uncertain and instead of words of assurance, i heard a voice of doubt as well so i freaked out!


I am sorry Lord, but I know Jojo is also pressured, I know he also needs words of strength and assurance from me as well. I know he will be a great husband, and I love him for being such a good one, Lord, pls guide our way... We are planning to have our civil wedding this February and our church wedding this September, help us in our plans Lord and never ever leave us through this journey were into. amen!