My Bestfriends Birthday

It's my bestfriend's birthday today. Usually I text her asking her where will we celebrate her birthday...but now, no reply from her. I can still remember her birthday jan 23, 2003...she keeps on asking me kung what time ako punta sa kanila but i really have no intention of going...
but instead i told her i do have a terrible headache. she is indeed expecting me to come, but i cannot directly tell her that i cant because I dont want her to be dissapointed. Sobra if only I knew that it would be her 2nd to the last birthday...I would have come. I miss her...I miss her a lot!!!! I hope and pray she's happy wherever she is right now....