last few memories....

until now i have'nt recovered yet...i dont know, maybe this is the feeling of someone who lost a very important person in her life...yeah, she's a very important person in my life...ewan ko ba, nung drinadraft namin yung mga abay, naiyak na lang ako bigla. Kasi si Vhine ang maid of honor ko supposedly, pero di man lang niya nahintay ang kasal ko...so sad.

anyway, Ill post some of our conversation thru email so that lagi ko maalala ang mga kakikayan ng bestfriend ko...


Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("July 17, 2004 6:26 AM","timetag1");
Saturday, July 17, 2004 9:26:00 PM
Subject:
Ms.sexy
Message:
divine wrote:
Print ni lui yung msg. mo. : )Absent daw siya sa birthday nhy...hehehehe.Sa July 24 na daw trit nya, 5pm meeting time...basta hanapin mo sya... pag nakita ninyo ni bading may trit kau...hehehekaya kung ako sau harangin mo na si lui pagpasok sa monday... kung papasok daw siya...as usual KATABI KO SI LUI. : )Ingat ka bestfriend... wag ka na magpa-sexy ok na yan. mas mataba mas maganda. mas delicious sa paningin.. parang ulam... : )Ung pasalubong ko sa saturday na lang para sabay-sabay. kumakain ka ba ng bagoong at cocoa? : ) Love u and mis u. God bless. mwah :)




Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("July 31, 2004 4:34 AM","timetag1");
Saturday, July 31, 2004 7:34:00 PM
Subject:
Re: Loka!
Message:
divine wrote:
Hi Bestfrend!Tumataba ako ngayon, kain-tulog lang ako sa barko at...... puro kapapahan..... : )Ayoko na isipin yung mga kalokohan ni lui nasisira lnag beauty ko. Kung magloloko siya bahala na siya sa buhay niya. It's not my lost..... i realized that i should enjoy life and be happy... madami naman nagpapasaya sa kin and ur ONE of THEM.Ung pasalubong ko ba sayo binigay ng macho kong bf? yung suha next time na lang kasi di ako nakapamasyal sa Davao.Mag-iingat ka palagi.. Enjoy ur time with Jojo.Sana he's the right one for you.. Si Lui parang malabo. Sometimes i feel, he doesnt deserve me.Madami kasi sya tinatago at lihim.I really miss you and pipa. Hope to see you one day. Mwah mwah mwah.Love you and God bless.Divine

Melanie wrote:> hehehe, lam mo bang pumasok ako nung sunday and > guess kung sino ang una kong nakita...ang jowa > mo! hehehehe...kung minamalas nga naman...> > ok lang sige sa 24 daw ha! di ako nakaluwas nung > sat kasi asa min si jojo at saka masama > pakiramdam ko kaya ayun pahinga na lang....> > > kumusta naman daw yung jowa mong 30 na..hehehe, > joke lang lui a, vhine mabait yang si lui ever...> lam mo bang sikat na sikat yan dito..mr. it man!> dami nagkakacrush pero syempre gwardyado dito > yan, subukan niyang magloko at naku sisiraan ko > siya dito! guguluhin ko ang buhay niya sa maersk!> > ingat ka bestfriend, blessing na naging > kaofficemate ko si papa lui coz at least > nakakabalita ako about you unlike noon na > talagang once in a blue moon nalang tau magkita.> whenever i see him, i remember my ever pretty and > sexy bestfriend. > > > ok tama na to naiiyak na me..basta im always at > your side, tama ka man o mali...kahit mali ka > pagtatanggol kita ke macho man luitot. hehehe\\> > > god bless, misyu, loveyu...til we meet again! > > txt u tom. mwah!



Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("November 9, 2004 2:24 AM","timetag1");
Tuesday, November 09, 2004 6:24:00 PM
Subject:
Re: vhine - grabe mahal ka talaga ni louie!!!
Message:
divine wrote:
Bestfriend Mimi,Hi! Hows my ever sexy and charming bestfriend? Im here in Davao mall wala magawa sa barko. I decided to go here and open my mail. I missed those times na kapag sad ako anytime i need you and pipa, you're there magkikita na agad tayo. Remember, the night na naglayas ako : ) kayo ang kasama ko. hehehehehe. i really missed those times. Last night a passenger soldier threatened me. He first asked if im single and then asked about my virginity... how gross... gusto kong sampalin nagpigil lang ako. Tapos kinulit ako for my cel# for 5 minutes, nung hindi ko ibinigay tinakot na ako na sya daw ang bahala sa Surigao. tinakot na ko. Pinatawag ko agad ang security natakot talaga ako.... Madami nangyari kwento ko sayo pag uwi ko sa Manila. Regarding Lui, i am really thankful that God gave me a chance to make him part of my life. Pero hanggang dun na lang talaga yon..... dumadating pala ang time na all the magic and love will lasts. Kahit minahal mo ng sobra ang isang tao tapos nasaktan ka, nawala ang trust, kasunod na ang love. I just want to have my life to be peaceful and happy. Ngayon wala ng ex-gf na nanggugulo sa kin.... o mas ok na nagpapa- konsyensya at umiiyak. I am more happy now.Just tell him na masaya na ko and i pray that he will be happy and successful in his life... I have a boyfriend here papakilala ko sya sa inyo ni pipa siguro sa december. : ) i learn a lot from him. Kung paano humarap sa problema at kung paano maging matapang. Sa work namin kelangan kasi malayo kami sa family and close friends. I am planning to have my resignation probably January next year apply na ko for abroad. By then, 8 months na experience ko pwede ng ipanlaban sa labas. : )Bestfriend, thanks for everything. Marami ng nangyari sa buhay ko. Since high school tayo na magkasama.... In my ups and downs, my happiness and sadness, secrets, kalokohan, mga crushes. Im so thankful coz God gave me someone like you. madrama ba? heheheheYou take care lagi ha. I miss you. Regards kay pipa, jojo,odette pati na rin kay louie. : ) \Love you and Godbless! mwah mwah mwah/.

Melanie wrote:>
i received this email from him and i guess > magagalit siya pag pinakita ko to sayo...> i guess you should have at least an idea kung gano > ka niya kamahal! friend, you are so lucky to have > him. maybe before i said things that makes you > think "oo nga no? di naman ako ganun kaswerte ke > louie" - but now ive realized - he really loves you. I > hope you talk it over - i will pray that somehow, > you'll see the different side of the situation. I love > you my friend, im here if you need my two ears.> > love,> mimi> > here goes the email....> > > > its seems like months since i saw her and > talagang namimiss ko na siya... > pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the > wrong person..> kasi ayaw na nya sa akin.. but still the pain keeps > on hurting me and > kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para > dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na > ako....> > to give you a background about my life, everthing > seems to be fine > then dumating nga sa buhay ko yung > pinakamagandang babe na > yon.... hehehehe.... i thought hanggang friends > lang kami> kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes > by.....> > nakilala ko sya sa church. pare pa nga ang > tawagan namin nung una.... o db ang sweet? > di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na rin sya sa > akin.... kung > di nga lang ako mahiyain nun baka yayain ko na > sya iuwi nun sa bahay namin and baka> lahat ng gawaing pang brusko eh gawin ko para > lang sa kanya..... pero > cyempre naman shy type nga talaga ako noh!!> > fiesta nun sa amin cyempre may party.... wala > cyang date, wla rin ako.... i know > that she knows i wanted to invite her to be my date > pero